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I've been craving this since I saw it first.......

.. that make you feel cozy for me it's rain, cats, naps, the smell of a home made meal, tea, melancholic music...... so yea those are some..

I've been craving a tasty healthy home made cooked meal........ but clearly not enough to actually prepare it :wimwim: also I'm lonely and want someone to sleep next to me and hold me all night... (oddly specific I guess lol).. and idk, just wanna run away, disappear, something..

I know a lot of it is simply my ocd but I do care about my things, maybe more than I should.. I feel bad because of stupid stuff sometimes and have to remind myself these things don't actually matter and just come and go..

.. you've done for yourself? I just put on this black korean sheet mask.... it's been forever since I've done anything for my skin.... which explains a lot lol

do you buy stuff and then end up not wearing/using it? it happens to me at times.. but rather than not using it at all, I get over it and move on quickly, so I just donate things a lot.. which is actually very nice, but sometimes I feel like I'm wasting money way too much lol..

it's complicated heh

I bought it in Galeria Kaufhof actually, but here's a place https://www.real.de/product/347674364/?kwd=&source=pla&sid=20819732&gclid=CjwKCAjwnK36BRBVEiwAsMT8WEQXNLpU9_-sIuMaHnWCZj4uQcSl-DUyOYHOGuH8oq_oktOHDKB2qhoCEjoQAvD_BwE :) <3

I love them

myself lol :joshmeh:

hard to even imagine... : O

doing online shopping when I wake up in the middle of the night after having nightmares seems to have become a habit ..

what on earth......... i'm so sorry hun...... i pray you get out of there soon, please hold on

oh nice, I know and like some

I hope so too. Thank you for your time, advice, and kindness. You're a lovely soul <3

in whatever sense you wanna take this........ I am definitely more passive, in fact, I'm crazy passive. Feels like my brain is freid at this point and I just have trouble caring anymore.. so I just allow whatever u?

true as well, but I just have no sympathy for myself anymore. I know better so there's no excuse. As for living in the moment, I don't know in my case because maybe tryng to do that got me into this mess, I was reckless again.. sorry I hope it doesn't sound like I'm rejecting anything you say or...

yeah that's true but I definitely can't let it go because it's not a one time thing, I keep doing it.. and most importantly, there's a possibility of grave consequences because of my stupid actions .. it's just.. really bad.. (thanks for taking the time to talk to me btw, I appreciate you trying...

thinking rationally, I know I need to be helped rather than punished but help is hard to get though I'm trying. I just hope it isn't too late. So that leaves me with punsihing myself and being sick of my own self