truthfully, my behavior is unacceptable at this point even if you consider everything that messed me up and made me this way. I can't and should not accept this. It's not even me being hard on myself this time, I deserve this
I have no reason to treat myself to anything, trust me. I've made the same horrible mistakes in life once again so yeah, I just feel so done with my hopeless self but I did this to distract myself I guess
I really love the song and that contrast too, so catchy and fun yet meaningful and important.. relatable as hell too, there are so many thirsty creeps around tbh..
lol why do I still think of this and feel bad for rejecting his confession to me..... he probably didn't even mean it, I'm still too damn naive even if I know that I am.. it's all the same and I have way bigger problems anyway..
a few people that are good and sincerely wish me well
all kinds of art (anime, music, writing and so on..)
the rare words and acts of kindness I sometimes get to witness
nature, animals
just anything I find beauty and meaning in..
I was told I'm good at learning new languages but idk about that. I was once good at drawing (when I was a kid and still did that). And I'm supposed to be good at writing but I haven't done that in ages either.. being nice if that counts..
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