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Thrive in chaos, Live among chaos. I should do that to cut back on this extreme ocd I possess. everything in my apartment is angled though some of it isn't. I am learning slowly.

Wait you unmatch.... that's a horrifying thought. Everything has to match with me online, otherwise I get the shakes and anxious lol perfect angles, perfect symmetry always.

I listened to the remix of this the other day and I wasn't impressed. Not at all.

Combination

I sometimes don't like going outside, because I feel like people are always staring at me and making fun of my appearance subliminally. Paranoia seems to take the reigns of my mind more often than that. And just downright fear and anxiety of exaggereted scenarios that would never happen.

I love emily dickinsons works <3 and death hasn't been quiet to me for a while. it screams and bellows and I answer, but trying to drown it out is all I can do

It's nice here and everyone is super helpful and sweet. It's bliss! <3

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I just changed up a like a week ago. I am no longer sleepy, but yeah I feel like my nightmares are getting more intense. I can never win. One thing goes good, while the rest suffers. I take two anti-psychotics and an anti-depressant. my mind is all over the shop, so my memory is ofc going to...