I dreamed I moved from the area I am now and I felt better.
But then I wake up and still am in the same lame ass town as usual sigh
Even my dreams don't want me to succeed just like life.
Idk why I even bother getting up everyday, I should just sleep it all away...
I don't think I've ever made a playlist before. I just listen to whatever strikes me.
Such as now. I am depressed, so I am listening to some pretty sounding post hardcore.
Drama starters
Gossips
People that don't say hi when you are making a conversation
pettiness
People that think they are somehow better than another person
Liars
that's all.
Why do I feel like crap? Oh that's right My life sucks. : /
Now listening to Funeral from Norway. One of the pioneers of funeral doom.
It's so depressing its intolerable, but at the same time beautiful and majestic.
Makes me appreciate both life and death at the same time.
Seems like something I wouldn't like. I don't like overly attentive guys.
and singing in the shower oh god no....
This is why I stay clear of social things.
I am fine with the voices in my head over real people anyways. : /
I am trying so hard yeah. Trying to unmatch colours and objects and cds etc. it's just painful not having it that way.
But at the same time, I know its not right to live in a symmetrical world.
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