I see the doctors tomorrow.
IDK what to if my meds aren't helping and I still feel bad. What is there left to do.
I feel like at my wits end trying to control me which isn't me.
I hate myself and I hate how I have no self control and just listen to whats in my head. I feel like I am alone on KS. I threw my friends away for no reason.
They kept egging me on to do it the voices. They don't want me to have friends.
@Bookworm
@kinnie
@MinSquishy
At everyone.
I am...
I feel lonely as hell. And I've never admitted it to myself up until now.
At the same time I am just mad at the world.
Not even a good game or band cannot make me feel less depressed as I do now.
its eating at me continuously and I hate it.
well living by myself for the last 10 years would...
I don't really think my accent is that apparent. But I have been called an American a few times because of it which is a bit weird.
I have a soft spoken Australian accent.
It's not as broad as some other folks around me.
I am just confused ATM.
Don't even feel like going to bed anymore, I always stay up to the early morning now.
My dream will come to me.
I just have to keep hoping. All one can do.
Thanks for the support. :)
I am avoiding people already.
I haven't talked to anyone here in weeks or months. I don't even remember anymore. My dreams are always fictional and over exaggerated. IDK what my dream is. Maybe I don't even have one.
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