Hmm... I see lot of similar people here. I mean that I am also an anxious type, diagnosed with a kind personality disorder. I always was quiet and introverted... Nowadays it happen that I am unable to go outside or public either.
I am able to speak normally with just a few people, I mean that if there are just three or four persons are around me. People whom I can trust and whom don't judge me.
But on the other hand, as you see I write a lot.😁 I am a writer instead of to be a speaker.
In writing I totally fine with strangers and I like to chat about anything.