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NOT A SUICIDE NOTE- Just want to make that clear.
I just can't.
Too many people are dying around me and I can't take it.
3 years ago- My Best friend and Aunt both killed themselves, one by cutting one by hanging.
Now- A kid from my school killed himself.
I feel responsible.
I reported him the yesterday for messing with someone. He killed himself last night.
Am I just the cause of this? I can't understand why people keep dropping around me... I'm seriously considering isolating myself and dropping all of my friends. I don't want anyone else to die around me and it seems that anyone I come into contact with are falling into the same hole as me, face first. I hate that people do this. I've considered it many times but haven't completely followed through. But the fact that they have, makes me wonder how I still exist.
Someone please talk to me... I really need someone right now.
I just can't.
Too many people are dying around me and I can't take it.
3 years ago- My Best friend and Aunt both killed themselves, one by cutting one by hanging.
Now- A kid from my school killed himself.
I feel responsible.
I reported him the yesterday for messing with someone. He killed himself last night.
Am I just the cause of this? I can't understand why people keep dropping around me... I'm seriously considering isolating myself and dropping all of my friends. I don't want anyone else to die around me and it seems that anyone I come into contact with are falling into the same hole as me, face first. I hate that people do this. I've considered it many times but haven't completely followed through. But the fact that they have, makes me wonder how I still exist.
Someone please talk to me... I really need someone right now.