sadly I'm not really able to believe this for myself... tbh I don't expect much but just now, while I'm still young, I'd like to be a decent person living a decent life.. I want to be okay with who I am, how I feel and look, how I live... I know as time goes by and you get older, it all starts falling apart even more, usually... so yeah that's all I ask for and all I work for..it's a scary thought tbh..