do you tend to get in your own way? (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

have you ever behaved in self-destructive ways? do you ever cause any type of harm to yourself? or make decisions you know will lead to regret? feel free to share some examples or just any thoughts on this topic..

Spoiler: ohh lemme tell ya

yes.....yes..... I do this all the time and have been doing it for so long.. and I honestly do not know how to get out of these toxic habits on my own anymore.. recently, I've been realizing how bad it truly is more and more.. repeating mistakes, making stupid decisions, behaving in such irrational ways, punishing and torturing myself, causing harm to my soul and even my body, just going nowhere basically.. all while trying to help others and preaching kindness.. I understand how I became this way, but how to change it now..*sighhhhh*

 

[wayvoutsold]

Sometimes. I have tried for a while to get my writing published, but I haven’t asked anyone for help or looked for places to do so.

 

[Ahsoka]

Spoiler

I'm so sorry you feel that way, I really hope you manage to find your way. I know how hard it can be and I'm sure anything I can suggest is something you've heard before. Stay strong, all you can really do is keep fighting

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler

I'm so sorry you feel that way, I really hope you manage to find your way. I know how hard it can be and I'm sure anything I can suggest is something you've heard before. Stay strong, all you can really do is keep fighting

I'm thankful for your kind words <3

 

[perhapz]

Yeah, it happens a lot, but I don't realize it in the moment it happens.
I usually realize that I've made bad decisions or mistakes when I look back and they repeat over and over

 

[Mew]

Yeah quite alot.

 

[yeji]

oh yes. but that‘s only with certain people. I tend to make things worse than they should be.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I used to be a 'cutter' years ago and even now. The voices in my head and imagery is very self harmful and destructive.
I don't like talking much about it, it bothers me to no end.

Especially when they tell me to harm people a lot of the time.