Had only two friends in my entire life (1 Viewer)

[matteoCFO]

I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I have never been friends with anyone in my entire life and I feel the only way to interact with people online is by trolling them or saying random stuff, it gets annoying and old but I feel it’s the only way to get attention as everybody ignores me on every forum I go to.

The first friend I had was in elementary school and then second barely interacted with me at all, and most of them were autistic, I’ve never been friends with a neurotypical person at all, only friends have been autistic men and women in my autism group.

I barely interact with people at all and my only interactions are through online, it sucks and the only thing that keeps me active is working out and going to the gym everyday and eating healthy.

I feel like everyone on this forum thinks I’m weird for having autism or if a post is tagged with autism, everyone basically ignores it or something.

Its like everyone ignores you or tells you not to post here if you’re weird or have no friends at all, how does that make any sense, sometimes it feels lonely, and it really sucks.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I have a few friend too.

so much backstabbing left my friend circle pretty small.