autism

  1. matteoCFO

    People on here don’t know what it’s like to have autism and lie about China

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have high-functioning autism, everyone here is a bully who hates people with autism, no one here knows what it’s like to have autism because half of them lie plus they don’t have a mother who is a RN and works for 160.000 dollars. Half of them couldn’t do what I do...
  2. matteoCFO

    I am sorry for what I said, I have autism and only listen to my moms values and hard work

    I just don’t get it still, I get what China does is wrong but I still want to go to Singapore and learn Mandarin one day and go to Guatemala and learn Spanish, I want to protect my culture in Mexico because of my mother who works hard for me to live a good life and is a Registered Nurse and pays...
  3. matteoCFO

    How do I nuke my account on here? I don't want to be here anymore after getting blocked by some people for a positive thread I made

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have high-functioning autism, I made a thread about how I wanted to protect my crush or my potential partner and learn Krav Maga, a military martial art, for my family and friends and her and they got really mad and blocked me on here, they also blocked me because I...
  4. matteoCFO

    Should I learn Krav Maga for my crush in my school club and protect my family?

    DELETED because no one replied and hated on me and blocked me on this forum for this thread.
  5. matteoCFO

    Joined some school club that only had me and some socially awkward girl in it

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have high-functioning autism, I work out for 34 days at the gym and go on a strict diet, I met this girl at my school who's socially awkward, we're basically socially stunted and the way she talks is amazing and we smile at each other sometimes, she likes to read and I...
  6. matteoCFO

    Should I become a Gymcel or MGTOW with autism because of Tik Tok or is it too dangerous for me?

    Hello there, recently ever since I came back here, there has been these videos advertised to me on Tik Tok telling me in the fitness community to join gym cel or MGTOW, red pill, black pill, because apparently they think that since I’ve been working out for 34 days and eating healthy and going...
  7. matteoCFO

    How am I bashing anyone on here?

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, to be honest, you have to admit that everyone dislikes me because my mother is Mexican and I have autism and I am half-Mexican, the fact that you all just accuse me of being a troll is ableist and confusing, and my mother is a Registered Nurse and...
  8. matteoCFO

    Why do people think I’m awkward for being autistic and half-Mexican?

    I honestly thought when I was younger I looked less autistic and Mexican but now I’m older and autistic and everyone on this board is looking at me weird for having autism and thinks I’m a weirdo for admitting to flapping my hands and getting overstimulated heavily, it’s like they think I’m...
  9. matteoCFO

    I flap my hands around all the time and make noises and get overstimulated and I feel its going to ruin my life

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I keep flapping my hands everyday and making noises and getting overstimulated and it's so annoying to the point I can't function sometimes, I work out every day and eat healthy and I've been doing so for 24 days and it's become a routine or habit for me...
  10. matteoCFO

    Intro New but feel unwanted

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, every time I go here, I feel like making a depressing thread about autism instead of talking about the Vietnamese music and Chinese songs I listen to. All the time it feels like people just ignore me all the time on this forum and it’s the only way for me...
  11. matteoCFO

    Had only two friends in my entire life

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I have never been friends with anyone in my entire life and I feel the only way to interact with people online is by trolling them or saying random stuff, it gets annoying and old but I feel it’s the only way to get attention as everybody ignores me on...
  12. matteoCFO

    I’m the only autistic user on this site

    Proof I work out I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, and I’ve been working out for 24 days and eating healthy, go to the instagram reel above this post for proof I work out, everyone here is neurotypical yet I’m autistic, it’s no wonder I get ignored on every forum I go to, despite the fact...
  13. matteoCFO

    Is it bad if you are addicted to internet trolling?

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I don’t go to those evil boards anymore with trolls because they pretend to have autism but then call you a sperg or think you’re stupid for having autism, it’s basically self-hating i couldn’t use boards like Kiwi Farms to troll people because I would...
  14. matteoCFO

    Sensitive I honestly wish I could suicide because of autism but I am too afraid to die to do that

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I tried working out every day for 23 days and eating healthy and I thought my life was going in the right direction with learning Vietnamese and making plans to study abroad in VIetnam once I became good enough at Vietnamese but it's not an obtainable goal...
  15. matteoCFO

    Should I learn Vietnamese more and study abroad in Vietnam one day to have a relationship?

    I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I have been working out for 23 days and eating healthy, I was about 16 years old when I stumbled across incel forums, I thought at first they were innocent places for people who couldn't have relationships or had autism and felt like blaming the opposite...