I flap my hands around all the time and make noises and get overstimulated and I feel its going to ruin my life (1 Viewer)

[matteoCFO]

I am 17, half-Mexican, and have autism, I keep flapping my hands everyday and making noises and getting overstimulated and it's so annoying to the point I can't function sometimes, I work out every day and eat healthy and I've been doing so for 24 days and it's become a routine or habit for me but even that won't save me from being a complete fuck up at jobs or learning Vietnamese or studying abroad in Vietnam.

I think my life is genuinely not going to get better if I keep flapping my hands all the time and making stimming noises and running around the house making noises and flapping my hands and hitting things with my hands, it fucking sucks.

I can't even hold a job because of this, and I don't think I will ever do so because I lose focus so quickly because of getting overstimulated easily, all I do is rant online or troll people or mess around because I can't interact with people properly even in real life, what the fuck sometimes.

 

[dark_tranquility]

you can always teach yourself to cope with autism.