18+ I'm just done (1 Viewer)

[gongchan]

I think I have reached the breaking point during this whole quarantine thing. I feel like I'm going fucking insane...I never knew how much my overall health was going to decline after this all started. I find myself even more worse off then before this all started, and I didn't even know that was possible. I don't normally like making threads like this, I hate seeming like I'm searching for pity. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm so exhausted I can barely breathe anymore. I barely have anything holding me here like this anymore. I'm so tired...ugh I'm so mentally exhausted. I think I've used up the last of my energy. I can barely resist breaking down every single day. This whole life feels so meaningless these days and I'm just so done with living in this pathetic life. I'm so done with feeling alone. I have no motivation to live anymore. I feel like a broken record, repeating the same things over and over again because I can't think anymore. I don't want to be here anymore but I'm so scared to try anything to end it all again. It's hopeless.

I don't even know why I'm bothering posting this here. It doesn't matter. I'm sorry for sharing this. I'm really sorry.

 

[DrowningFishy]

I think a lot of people are beginning to crack at this stage. I won't pity you, I just will say you are not alone.

 

[Mayday]

You don't need to apologize for having emotions.

 

[kodoku]

I'm sorry you feel this way. I hope at least this corona crap ends soon.. I'm always here if you wanna talk, especially since I feel similar things. Please hold on ❤

 

[yeji]

izz my heart is breaking. hope you will get better soon. I am here for you if you need someone to vent to.