Sensitive It's been a while - life update (1 Viewer)

[Day]

I've been gone for a while and I feel like in some ways this has been a huge disappointment.

My health issues have continued to worsen and right now there's a possibility that I have a brain tumor. I feel many emotions right now and none of them are hopeful or positive, but I should know in about 2 weeks whether this is true or not. I'm so scared. I don't know what to do anymore. I just feel crushed.

This year, I had the thoughts of "I want to live" for the first time in 16 years since I became suicidal. I remember in January when I had this thought and cried out of happiness because maybe my life was going to get better, but right now I feel absolutely hopeless thanks to these medical bills, constant appointments and medications without any improvements, and having to wake up everyday pretending everything is fine so I can go to work to pay bills that might not even matter if I die.

I am thankful for everyone's birthday wishes from earlier this month and I will keep you updated or say goodbye in due time. Please keep me in your thoughts.

 

[centen]

Oh friend, you deserve so much more than the hand you've been dealt. Keeping you in my thoughts and hoping for more positive days ahead for you.

 

[dark_tranquility]

You are in my thoughts
hoping the best outcome for you

we're all here for you

 

[athenaaa]

You’re in my thoughts This must be really tough to go through, friend. Thank you for the update, and if you need to talk, I am always available to talk

 

[Day]

Oh friend, you deserve so much more than the hand you've been dealt. Keeping you in my thoughts and hoping for more positive days ahead for you.

You are in my thoughts
hoping the best outcome for you

we're all here for you

You’re in my thoughts This must be really tough to go through, friend. Thank you for the update, and if you need to talk, I am always available to talk

Thank you all very much

 

[Abeamus]

Damn I can't imagine what you're going through Day but I hope for the best for you and that your get more positive news from here on out

 

[Ahsoka]

That’s horrible beyond words. I hope that despite everything, things do manage to improve for you. Good luck with everything, I’ll be wishing you the best

 

[Yerichu]

Even though I may have become unaware or lost in what has been going around this forum, I will always have at least this 1 time where I would be able to observe the atmosphere of this forum closely.
I'm sorry to hear that you've been struggling a lot with your own health and beyond, it pains me to hear a very special person like you having to go through this. May your soul be blessed with recovery and healing through this tough journey.

 

[Nina]

 

[LoveYooShaSha]

Daiisy-Day/Shou, You Matter - to me, to us(at KS) and to yr irl family n friends ofc.

I'm srry ur facing this now in yr young-ish life. I hope u get more positive news in the coming weeks n in the future.

 

[pinkmelodies]

I know it must be hard to go through this difficult time. You are absolutely in my thoughts. I'm wishing you the best and sending positivity your way

 

[StirFriedPanda]

Love you my friend. Wishing you happiness

 

[uran]

You are one of the sweetest people. I will pray for your physical and mental recovery to start. Stay strong my friend, we are here for you

 

[badcrookshanks]

omg i hope that the results are negative and it was just a health scare. cant imagine how you're feeling right now, but i'm always here if you need me

 

[Selfmate]

that's not very good my friend
I wish you all the best and hope you get some good news in a couple of weeks

 

[The_LastRomeo]

I know I am late but just know I will be praying for you everyday!

 

[ani07]

on no. I had a feeling sth bad was happening.
I really hope you will get good news in 2 weeks.
tbh I dont really know what to say rn to make it any better, but if you need someone to talk or vent to, you know how to reach me.