Sensitive Kind of semi ashamed of my black australian roots and kind of am not (1 Viewer)

[dark_tranquility]

oh really?

Yeah. I just become really embarrassed when you compliment me, even though I like it a lot.

 

[yeji]

Yeah. I just become really embarrassed when you compliment me, even though I like it a lot.

awww. you deserve all the compliments tho

 

[dark_tranquility]

awww. you deserve all the compliments tho

I know <3 I am just not too used to them. Mainly because my parents when growing up never complimented me on anything.
I was doing awesome things, yet they failed to acknowledge me.

 

[yeji]

I know <3 I am just not too used to them. Mainly because my parents when growing up never complimented me on anything.
I was doing awesome things, yet they failed to acknowledge me.

and that's unfortunate. hopefully you have now people around you who show you that all

 

[dark_tranquility]

and that's unfortunate. hopefully you have now people around you who show you that all

Yeah I do <3 You babes and everyone else on KS I talk to are so awesome.
Well the whole community is awesome really. I really feel loved and accepted here <3

 

[yeji]

Yeah I do <3 You babes and everyone else on KS I talk to are so awesome.
Well the whole community is awesome really. I really feel loved and accepted here <3

awww I am so glad about that

 

[dark_tranquility]

awww I am so glad about that

I kind of wish I went to the black lives matter rally that was in my town actually.
But by the time I found about it, it was well over with. : /

 

[yeji]

I kind of wish I went to the black lives matter rally that was in my town actually.
But by the time I found about it, it was well over with. : /

you will surely have more opportunietes

 

[dark_tranquility]

you will surely have more opportunietes

True. Unless they think I am not black enough to join the rally or something weird like that.
Which brings me to another thing. Because of my appearance. I wasn't white enough to play with the white kids
at school or asian enough to hang with the asian kids. Sigh.

 

[yeji]

True. Unless they think I am not black enough to join the rally or something weird like that.
Which brings me to another thing. Because of my appearance. I wasn't white enough to play with the white kids
at school or asian enough to hang with the asian kids. Sigh.

was it really that devided for you? In Germany we all were sp mixed here lmao. like all my best friends were russian, polish, greek or turkish

 

[dark_tranquility]

was it really that devided for you? In Germany we all were sp mixed here lmao. like all my best friends were russian, polish, greek or turkish

Yeah it is sadly. Still even now when I tell a Chinese guy or girl I have a Chinese background or heritage more say.
They just say you don't 'look' Asian more European : / sigh. Even though my mother is a full blooded Asian woman.
Genetics can be so strange and also ruin your childhood years and adult years so bad. As I found out first hand.

 

[yeji]

Yeah it is sadly. Still even now when I tell a Chinese guy or girl I have a Chinese background or heritage more say.
They just say you don't 'look' Asian more European : / sigh. Even though my mother is a full blooded Asian woman.
Genetics can be so strange and also ruin your childhood years and adult years so bad. As I found out first hand.

oh yes genetics can really ruin a lot sadly. I will never understand how something like that has such an importance to some

 

[dark_tranquility]

oh yes genetics can really ruin a lot sadly. I will never understand how something like that has such an importance to some

Australians here for the most part. Are a bit racist and ignorant.
Even though they pretend that they aren't.

 

[yeji]

Australians here for the most part. Are a bit racist and ignorant.
Even though they pretend that they aren't.

honestly the world still has a lot of work to do in a lot of issues.

 

[dark_tranquility]

honestly the world still has a lot of work to do in a lot of issues.

Mhm. <3 We all can't be cuties if the world is so hateful and mean :(
And I want to be cute in this world all the time ^w^

 

[yeji]

Mhm. <3 We all can't be cuties if the world is so hateful and mean :(
And I want to be cute in this world all the time ^w^

glad that has been working out for you ~

 

[dark_tranquility]

glad that has been working out for you ~

I always give it my all for jen babes <3

Now I just hope the dna test I have done gets updated to 2020 and shows the aboriginality. <3
It's still recently a new thing they can prove by dna if someone is indigenous in Australia.
So it might take a while to show up. Or be too far back they can't detect it.

Even though I don't need it as a proof at all. But its always just nice to know.

 

[yeji]

I always give it my all for jen babes <3

Now I just hope the dna test I have done gets updated to 2020 and shows the aboriginality. <3
It's still recently a new thing they can prove by dna if someone is indigenous in Australia.
So it might take a while to show up. Or be too far back they can't detect it.

Even though I don't need it as a proof at all. But its always just nice to know.

let's hope you will be getting results soon

 

[dark_tranquility]

let's hope you will be getting results soon

It hasn't been updated since August last year, so it's taking a while. : /
Most likely due to Corona and other such matters.

 

[yeji]

It hasn't been updated since August last year, so it's taking a while. : /
Most likely due to Corona and other such matters.

true. that all would make it go slower