well not a lesbian, these romantic feelings for sunoo r very real/ji always always known that i like girls. i was the gayest kid in daycare. yet somehow i just never considered that i could be a lesbian because i was taught that i HAD to like boys and if i didn't i'd be disappointing my family. my brother outed to my nanna and she said "as long as u like boys too, it's okay" i didnt care at first but it seems i have internalized this.