This gender presentation thing just feels so far away from me. I just feel, like a living and breathing person. I mostly like to present pretty androgynous. Sometimes I like to bend one way or the other, but I don't feel connected to any side. I just feel like wearing a silly little outfit one day. I like to think I will get to the point of just indefinability in the way that I present, and some old person will be like "is that a girl or a boy? idk what that is" and I'll just laugh. I want to be able to dress up like I'm an actor getting into a character. One day I'll be an emo boy, the next I'll be Lady Gaga, then I'll be somewhere outside of any gender specific realm of presentation. I'll be cute like I'm straight off a Candyland game board, then I'll be masculine wearing colorful accessories and baggy clothes. I find it fun to think of presentation like a performance. I am an actor, and I am simply here to give the audience something to keep them entertained and I am dedicated to my craft, so I will deliver every time. Unfortunately, I am don't have the financial means to fund this kind of mindset so I'm just sticking to oversized clothes that don't point to any "gendered" clue. Only reason most people aren't mistaking me for a boy is because my hair is still long. I don't mind it being long, but I think it'd be nice if it was shorter. Maybe to my shoulders or down my neck would be cool.