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[doll]

tw death

let one person at school say something rude
my last straw

 

[doll]

ms latvian woman please give me one last chance

 

[dark_tranquility]

Why do I keep fighting and losing WHY!!!

 

[noctis]

"who got you all depressed"
"tf no one"
all lies
i lie to everyone and say i'm doing fine
reality? its fucking hell

 

[doll]

"who got you all depressed"
"tf no one"
all lies
i lie to everyone and say i'm doing fine
reality? its fucking hell

who is it

 

[noctis]

who is it

everyone
every single person

 

[doll]

everyone
every single person

no that aint what i meant mija
i mean when u say its no one who u mean i can talk to em

 

[noctis]

no that aint what i meant mija
i mean when u say its no one who u mean i can talk to em

its not even one person girl
even my friends, i see what they are doing and i talk to them and when i noticed the slightest change in their body language or mood
i get all pissed off and wanna cry and kms

 

[dark_tranquility]

sucks I cannot even go outside long meh.

 

[doll]

you know what?
no one cares about me so why should i care about them.

 

[noctis]

why can't I just say things without feeling guilty when I say what's on my mind I instantly regret it and I feel so bad

 

[doll]

i dont need any stupid friends i dont need anyone to talk to because i dont want to talk to anyone if no one wants to talk to me
you see i am alone now

 

[dark_tranquility]

What was I thinking with that one.

 

[athenaaa]

Tonight is a really rough night and I don’t know why 😭 I wish I could just kill myself and get it over with. Y’all say youll miss me but you’ll forget me in a few days.

 

[doll]

Tonight is a really rough night and I don’t know why 😭 I wish I could just kill myself and get it over with. Y’all say youll miss me but you’ll forget me in a few days.

i would not forget you in a few days
it would take me a really long time to get over your death, mahhi

 

[athenaaa]

i would not forget you in a few days
it would take me a really long time to get over your death, mahhi

But you’d eventually forget about me. Everyone will. Lofe isnt worth living, at least not mine.

 

[doll]

But you’d eventually forget about me. Everyone will. Lofe isnt worth living, at least not mine.

everyone will be forgotten, youre right
i would give you a religious speech on it and what allah thinks but youre athiest i think

 

[athenaaa]

everyone will be forgotten, youre right
i would give you a religious speech on it and what allah thinks but youre athiest i think

I am but I’m open to listening

 

[doll]

I am but I’m open to listening

and suddenly my 3 hours of quran readings have gone to waste
i know its something about how allah puts all humans through a test and those who pass through their hardship will make it to paradise
i dont exactly remember

 

[Day]

Today's day of work rewarded me with 7 new bruises on top of the sick 1.5" cut I got yesterday from a piece of metal and my ankle split open again. I think it's hard to keep going like this. I gain nothing by working hard.