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[dark_tranquility]

I feel so depressed, when does it stop.

 

[dark_tranquility]

My life sucks and I know it.

 

[doll]

self sabotage has to be one of the worst things ever
i always ruin relationships for no good reason, and it just makes me feel worse and worse
self sabotage and isolation
i hate it so much i hate who i am now i wish i could fix it but i cant

 

[dark_tranquility]

How to be more positive..

 

[Villains]

i should just disappear

 

[dark_tranquility]

I should go outside for a while.

 

[doll]

i dont want to be rude i hate it so much but i just dont care, i cant care i will never care and there is nothing i can do to fix that its not my fault oghmygoshhh

 

[doll]

it isnt funny this time she is actually haunting me i can feel her its not paranoia she is always here

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel so insecure right now.. oh god why.

 

[doll]

i got a puppy, its a good day so far
i hope i can finish off the weekend with this attitude, i know i probably wont be able to though

 

[doll]

i got a puppy, its a good day so far
i hope i can finish off the weekend with this attitude, i know i probably wont be able to though

not even a full 12 hours before my bpd took over
why cant i have just one day

 

[dark_tranquility]

This ashlee simpson would work if my brain wasn't so deathly wired.

 

[doll]

maybe i should kill myself
because clearly im the problem

 

[doll]

maybe i should kill myself
because clearly im the problem

im disgusted in myself, disgusted in the way i speak, the way i treat others, everything about me is just horrible
but at the same time i dont care, why should i care ? i used to want to figure out how i can change myself but right now it feels like theres nothing i can do, but commit suicide 😂
because if i was dead, i wouldnt have to speak, listen, or remember.
i dont want to better myself, its all for nothing because nothing matters anyway

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel empty even though my face doesn't show it.
Even with my attire I feel little desire.

 

[athenaaa]

Why am I constantly angry for no reason
Like the most stupid shit sets me off

 

[dark_tranquility]

Should be alright since my meds are normal.

 

[doll]

it really shouldnt have to be like this.
i know after tonight i will not be okay

 

[doll]

i have no one to talk to
no one listens no one cares idk

 

[dark_tranquility]

my mind is not my friend..