Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (7 Viewers)

[noctis]

I love how a 12 year old just told me i was toxic and caused drama. Sorry for my mental health taking over me. Sorry for being impulsive and doing or saying anything without thinking first. I'm sorry I hurt people. I'm sorry I'm a mistake. Im sorry for talking shit. im sorry for the damage I caused people. I'm sorry. I'm in the wrong. I'm the bad person. I don't deserve friends. I don't deserve happiness. What i deserve is everyone leaving me and telling me how much of a bitch I am. Telling me they don't like me. Telling me how annoyed an upset I make them. I'm asking the world to bring all the bad things to me now. Asking for the bad karma right now. I can't change. I can't be another person for you I'm sorry. I am who I am. and I'm not proud.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I wish my mum was ok.
she is as ill as I am or even more so.

 

[noctis]

There's no point in ever returning there if we are hated.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel like nature messes up my mind just as much.

 

[Deleted member 74]

it feels terrible, doesn't it?

 

[anyu]

i cant fucking do this anymore
ive never felt more alone
if i cant starve i just want to hurt myself in some other way
ive been making my limbs fall asleep and waking them back up to feel something and have control over anything but its starting to get boring
i used to be able to fall back on starvation but i cant anymore. im so nauseous it feels like nobody would care if i died
the worst part is i want to die so badly and i dont even know why, everything is going great
its just so empty and there's no hunger pangs and i miss it, i hate being nauseous and knowing it's not hunger, feeling that fucking fullness in ym stomach
i want to die so fucking badly

this whole thing is a cringefest tbh
like wdym ive been telling myself i cooled down only to get emo depressed #brocken again???? like stfu

 

[anyu]

i cant fucking do this anymore
ive never felt more alone
if i cant starve i just want to hurt myself in some other way
ive been making my limbs fall asleep and waking them back up to feel something and have control over anything but its starting to get boring
i used to be able to fall back on starvation but i cant anymore. im so nauseous it feels like nobody would care if i died
the worst part is i want to die so badly and i dont even know why, everything is going great
its just so empty and there's no hunger pangs and i miss it, i hate being nauseous and knowing it's not hunger, feeling that fucking fullness in ym stomach
i want to die so fucking badly

this whole thing is a cringefest tbh
like wdym ive been telling myself i cooled down only to get emo depressed #brocken again???? like stfu

the worst part is i doubt anyone will even respond to this or care at all, and ik by posting this and not getting responses im just making myself feel more and more alone

 

[dark_tranquility]

I so go on and on and on sometimes happy other times depressed

 

[Harmony_Starz]

Delete

 

[Harmony_Starz]

Delete

 

[Harmony_Starz]

Delets

 

[Harmony_Starz]

 

[Harmony_Starz]

I will always feel like this

 

[Harmony_Starz]

I cant be useful

 

[Harmony_Starz]

I delete

 

[Harmony_Starz]

Delete

 

[ning]

i dont feel well at all. i just wanna stay home i dont wanna go anywhere. i just wanna bawl my eyes out until i black out.

 

[ning]

i dont feel well at all. i just wanna stay home i dont wanna go anywhere. i just wanna bawl my eyes out until i black out.

i havent been feeling well for 3 days. im so mentally drained.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Such a shitstorm shouldn't be there yet it is.

 

[_Sammy_]

People hurt me and I have Anixety and depression