Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (29 Viewers)

[LeeriaYa]

A close friend of mine passed away, and I’ve been going through post surgery and tasting scarred flesh in my throat. I’m hoping I’m healing, but it’s really sad my body is a catalyst for all this acid from stress. I’m not able to react with emotions, raise my voice at all, and I have to monitor my esophagus which was red and scarred.
Ill try and be around more.

I tend to have to support myself and I guess I’ll continue to do so.

 

[doll]

no
because
i feel nothing
empty
nothings worth my time
i cried when i put my shoes on this morning
because it was so hard
it was to much work
i am tired.

 

[GH0ST]

I’m gonna tell my therapist I’ve been having auditory hallucinations
my auditory hallucinations have been happening for over a year now, I’m kinda scared but I‘ll be relieved once I do, havent been able to talk abt it since he keeps talking abt another problem (which is misophonia, so kinda related but kinda not)

 

[Chaeee]

I haven’t been eating enough the last week or so, same with drinking. I think I know why

 

[doll]

that shits goofy.
goofy as hell.
i wasnt in the wrong, na na na.
get ur shit right.

 

[doll]

emotions are lame.

 

[doll]

Spoiler: tw a lot ig

you make me do all these things
why cant he?
i know i did a good job. you could do it.
i still have legs to walk, i will walk away.
but im scared
where will i go?
what will happen if by chance, i have to go back?
nothing good will happen, its scary. but im not scaredof this anymore
it doesnt matter
one day im gonna wake up and just say no. im just not going to fucking do those dumbass dishes, im not gonna cook that dumbass meat, im not gonna turn in that dumbass assignemnt.
why?
because no one fucking cares about meso why should i care about what other people want from me?
i dont want to do it so i wont. sure, sure, sure, you can be as mad as you want but bitch... you think i care? i dont even care about myself really, i cut myself on a whim. i do and say things on a whim, because those friends i have right? they dont care about me. they just talk to me because im the last option. fuck fufc fck fuck fuck,rmek.
everything in this life is so annoying. that bitch dont even look me striaght in the eye. he jus smiles. r looks at me. i dont fuckin care bru, i wont ever be as pretty as her, or as anyone
because im nothing but i dont care if other people think that because hell, ive been thinking that since the motherfucking 4th grade hoe. i just want someone to fucking listen because they say "omg itll get better" or like "omg shes so toxic" like bitch. you make me mad, im gonna mak your life a livinghell because i hate you, i hate your friends, i hate my friends, i hate myself, i hate my family, no one is fucking cool or smaryt, everyone is just so annoyng and i want to take every fucking pill in this house and just leave. u wanna call me an ungratfeul child? yah mayb u did have a rough childg=hood but jus because ur parents didnt love u dont mean u cantlove me? and honestly,, i dont give a shit about if you like this job or that job bitch. im not tryna eat ur bumb ass dinners because u cant fuckin cook, ur fuckin ugly, junior was 100 right abt ur makeup cuz u look like a clown. yoir so ugly but im not gnnna tell u that shhit cuz its rude. nyea i was scared to sayand im proud. im proud of my race but not of who i am
do i even hear myself? na idfc
i jus want these fake ass bithes out of my circle cuz they are draiing me
stop asking if im okay when if i say "im not" u just gon say "oh"like shut yoir dumbass, short ass, minion ass up samantha what us your fucking probkle
you think i give a shit if your cryig bru i got ma own prolems obviosuly yea ig its sad dont u ahve a fuckin gf u can tell ur problemsto hoe? u think im ur best friends but im finna ghost u n thats the fuckin truth bryu. im just tryna get trbhu the school yr i really dont wanna do this shit
idgaf abt my grades all those tecahers can go uck a dick. im not doin my work anymore, im giving u zu i actually am gonna kill myself now. im not scare neore. and im gonna make it own that wthose hes wont see me after the twnety fith of may. idec whos feelins i hurt nemore, idec if me n him become friend sbecause atp its all just fr nothing
im gonna die one day if aint aint next month so fo r what ??
what am i ivng for? a bunch of fake bitches who make me mentally feel like shit? no no no
i aint doin it, its not fucking worht it. im a piece of shit
i dont care, i honestly dont fucking care because theres nthing i can do abut ti as a person because i was born this way because of who? my crazy ass mom, and my crazy ass dad just added to it but they dont even fucking care
yknow they ahve never once ever asked me if i was okay, like depwression and mental problems dont run in the family oh yeah its because they dont care, they dont care about me. they absically use me as their pucning bag bru and its sad honestly, that they couldnt just keep using eachother. thos dumbasses. i hate them so muc bru.
i hate music, voices n everything rn
i just want it to be over
i just wanna do it right now
but i ave to talk to eeryone last right
na
its dont matter
but wha abt him?
i should at eats tell him bye
do i wanna do it?
i should do it
why am i bein so fuckin scary
what ahppened to the tough vee kid
bru
what happened
why am i like this
why do i try to cry, but no tears come out
yall have me so fucked up
im such a whore
i hate myself so much
no oe cares about me
because im terribl
wh did i do this?
he never likes me anywewyhsvgfreihufrcbgvfgyfrtfgt

 

[doll]

staring at my ceiling at 3am n the only light visible is from ma phone nights <<<<

 

[Tickita]

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[Tickita]

It's good to acknowledge the things you did accomplish in the day. Even if you didn't accomplish all that you wanted to.

 

[doll]

im different at school

 

[doll]

na

 

[us8r]

my friendships are fading away

 

[doll]

para el día que llegue el día en que no estemos juntos,
seguirás brillando como el oro,
en mis recuerdos.

(for the day ever come that we are not together,
you will continue to shine like gold,
in my memories. )
sad shit bru
im fine

 

[athenaaa]

nevermind.

 

[athenaaa]

He terrifies me

 

[doll]

He terrifies me

who

 

[athenaaa]

who

Someone who used to be in my life found me again

 

[doll]

he needs a break from me.

 

[doll]

what the fuck do i even say?