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[doll]

tw sh, suicide





not deep enough to kill me
not deep enough lmaooo

 

[dark_tranquility]

tw sh, suicide





not deep enough to kill me
not deep enough lmaooo

I hope you feel better friend. :)
struggling is always hard.

 

[doll]

I hope you feel better friend. :)
struggling is always hard.

thanks bro

 

[dark_tranquility]

I want sleep.... so badly right now.

 

[cocomelon]

i have given up atp, im trying my best but i just cant study anymore i need a break you cant expect me to give exams and then start preparing for basically the same subjects again my productivity and motivation has completely burnt out. and its not only me, everyone. and the most fucked up thing is these exams will be important for college admissions :>

 

[Chaeee]

Hearing “What if I die” from him gives me deja vu…

 

[Chaeee]

He was scared to eat outside of his house
I was scared to leave my house
His health issues destroyed him
Mine destroyed me as well
We’re on the same medication
And anxiety kills us both
We’re more similar than we realise

 

[dark_tranquility]

a nice morning so far, but illness prevails

 

[doll]

Spoiler: tw very graphic things so its in spanish.

literally translate it at your own risk.


Joder, sé que hay ediciones de él. porque se ve bien. porque se ve mejor que yo. Se ve mejor de lo que nunca me veré, ethan, deberías matarme. deberías romper conmigo. Sé que me odias bebé. Sé que me quieres muerto. ¿no? ¿tú haces? quieres verme desangrarme en el piso con espuma saliendo de mi boca verdad? ¿Quieres verme temblando y llorando de miedo porque voy a morir? ¿Quieres verme suicidarme? ethan bebé, ethan mi amor. lo que daría por darte lo mejor, y lo sé, no soy el mejor. muy lejos de eso. mentalmente enfermo y que se odia a sí mismo. autolesionarse y morirse de hambre. Tengo tantas ganas de suicidarme, no más de lo que tú quieres matarme. porque sé que lo haces, sé cuánto me odias. Sé cuánto quieres verme en un ataúd. déjame ahora ethan. déjame déjame déjame déjame. ódiame, por favor, ethan ámame. pero tu no me amas quieres verme sufrir, puedo hacer eso por ti. ¿te hará feliz?

 

[doll]

when im alone i pretend ppl r there n i talk to them.
out loud.
and i can hear them talking to me too

 

[dark_tranquility]

when im alone i pretend ppl r there n i talk to them.
out loud.
and i can hear them talking to me too

Bouts of psychosis?

 

[doll]

Bouts of psychosis?

maybe
it was only a little like, a few months ago but now its not alw when im alone ig

 

[dark_tranquility]

maybe
it was only a little like, a few months ago but now its not alw when im alone ig

I see. Should do something about it, if it gets worse again.

 

[doll]

I see. Should do something about it, if it gets worse again.

i'll try to tell my mom, somehow

 

[noctis]

I don't want him to come back ever.
He is too manipulative.
Pls, stay away from my friends and me.
I don't need you in my life.
U fucking player.

 

[noctis]

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[dark_tranquility]

The game needs me darn it

 

[noctis]

You made me not want to leave the house.
I was so so so scared of you ---.
And then the cops came.
And who's fault was it?
Yours.
I NEVER wanna experience something so scary.
You know how scary it is when an 8th grader says she gonna beat you up and you're only in 6th grade???
I've seen her fights.
She woulda k!lled us.
I still find her scary.


Pls --- do not come back.
And you have the audacity to say "You look way cuter than before" like um "Thanks?" and THEN you wanna call me emo cause I'm wearing boots.
And you wanna fight my ex-boyfriend? Ik we are going to the same high school but I do not want to be associated with you and your drama.

 

[cocomelon]

Spoiler: tw

was just thinking of crashing myself to death. who do i blame atp im just too tired i cant take it anymore. i can take being called a miserable failure anymore. i feel like theres no value to me. im insecure about myself, im emotionally broken and so is my mental health because i never got a chance to fix it, i never got time to fix it. even when i tried a little every other day, he tore it apart, and for these 17 years it is worsening by the day. im not willing to live today, i might be tommorow. but the fact is, im tired of constantly being subject to the stress and disgusting comments of this dysfunctional "family"

 

[noctis]

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