Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (137 Viewers)

[doll]

jose nothing you have done has made me happy
in any fucking way
youre fucking ruining me please leave me alone

thats a lie
i loved every second of being with you
but i need to deny it to move on ofc

 

[dark_tranquility]

Two lies do not make a truth.
lying to myself doesn't change anything.

 

[cocomelon]

my result came and i got 90% but what do my fucking parents look at ????? the subject i got the lowest marks in and thats 79 btw like can we celebrate for one fucking time just this fucking once ????? im already at my fucking limit and past year has already been mental torcher for me but still like all the other times you will be a pessimistic cunt and look at my weakesy points like what the fuck is wrong with you ive told u so fucking many times that im literally like a house or cards even a little blow makes my whole mental health fall apart into nothingness just fucking stop and leave me alone for this once im tired and i just want a little happiness thats all i ask for please please dont make me kill myself

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel like silence in every sense of the word
and my p's don't believe what my docs say...

 

[doll]

tw graphic depictions of self hate and self harm"you make me want to rip all of my skin off of my body you are such a disgusting bitch why are you even alive i fucking hate you everyone fucking hates you."
me talking to myself because i for a second, i really really really believed the person i was talking to was someone else, or really there.

 

[dark_tranquility]

To begin is to be in today
tomorrow might not come.

 

[doll]

dont talk to me differently when theyre around.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Melody maker, sharp as a laser when mad.
I can contain it enough yes.

 

[doll]

ive come to the realization that no one really cares, and no one every really cared. ever.
and neither do, and did i.
well, i used to care, too much.
now nothing matters, only two things, yeah.

goodnight , im going to sleep for 17 hours then go back home.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Mental health could be better. If I didn't have such absurdity.

 

[doll]

if i could listen to you vent to me i would.
but i just cannot, at the moment.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Darkness never ceases,
it just is put on hold.

 

[cocomelon]

what kind of a father tells his kids that they’ll die if they leave him and that they won’t survive without his financial support and that they’re nothing without him and that he’s doing a favour by giving us a home and a food to eat

 

[cocomelon]

what did i ever do to deserve this? i didnt want to be born as ur son if i knew i would rather never be born i didnt want to but you brought me in to the world and now its your fucking responsibility to give me a home and food and all the basic necessities why do you have to make me feel like im just a guest or an outsider, its sickening

 

[cocomelon]

im sick of you and your family im done with the years of torcher and abuse that you have been doing constantly without any fucking fear enough is enough, im gonna move out with my mom and you fucking die and go to hell i wouldnt fucking care

 

[cocomelon]

i hate seeing my mom cry it is the worst thing because i owe everything to her, everything. she is my everything and i just completely lose it when her husband screams at her and degrades her it boils my blood i feel like literally smashing his head in the fucking wall but i have been controlling my anger for 17 fucking years

 

[cocomelon]

but you know what enough is enough we’re leaving you soon and i hope you rot in hell, you are nothing without us, i hope your “depressed” ass commits suicide or some shit cause i dont fucking care you are an abusive raging psychopath and you take the word depression like its a joke

 

[cocomelon]

im tired of you and your pride that your taking care of us likes its literally not your fucking responsibility like tell me what the fuck happened? she just went out with her friends for a few hours and you had to do all the work and you just lost it??? you cant even clean the fucking house youre literally so pathetic and then you shout at us for not keeping the home organised ?? take a look at your fucking room, its like a fucking rat hole suits your disgusting existence but take a look in the mirror yourself before attacking others

 

[cocomelon]

i have been having thoughts of k wording you but yk what id never ever fucking do it, cause youre just not worth it, i will live on my life without you and when you die not even a single person will mourn for you and i will celebrate that day cause no one ever cares for you. youre nothing but a loser. you have lost everything everyone

 

[Tickita]

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