Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (119 Viewers)

[owo]

i definitely shouldn't exist but im not gonna do anything about it so what about it

how do i *** without doing it myself

 

[dark_tranquility]

i definitely shouldn't exist but im not gonna do anything about it so what about it

you can always talk to me, my door is open

 

[owo]

you can always talk to me, my door is open

thank you
as always
i really appreciate you
regretfully im just not worth it to say anything
its ok

 

[dark_tranquility]

thank you
as always
i really appreciate you
regretfully im just not worth it to say anything
its ok

I go through the same thing.
depression and self loathing

 

[owo]

im not worth it to be remembered

i have no worth to speak
until the day i die im incapable of anything

 

[dark_tranquility]

why do they only ban me for a month and not forever
It is not like I feel bad or anything

 

[shadow]

I kinda wish I had the mental capacity to actively look for work, but the amount of anxiety I still have regarding this even according to my past experiences with working at certain jobs as well is what’s holding me back from it all. Also, I was going through my payslips from the job I worked at 2 years ago, and the fortnightly income I got from that job at the time is $400 more than the amount I’m currently getting from Centrelink lmao

 

[dark_tranquility]

centrelink drops you after you are 36?

 

[shadow]

$400 more than the amount I’m currently getting from Centrelink lmao

I guess you could say it ain’t that big of a difference of the fortnightly income but yk

 

[dark_tranquility]

I hate the voices and visions

and they hate me too

 

[dark_tranquility]

schizophrenia is such a hard thing to deal with
the beliefs vision and voices

I feel like a freak

 

[snsd2beg]

I’m going to lose it. How hard is it to just respect another person?? Why would I want to speak to you if you talk about me that way?

 

[dark_tranquility]

so mentally drained

 

[noctis]

i think i should really kms i just dont know how .

 

[dark_tranquility]

suicide haunts me every night

 

[dark_tranquility]

I need help but I also don't

 

[shadow]

Spoiler

You understood that you can’t change other people but yet you wanna change me the moment I don’t act like “myself” which I always have been whenever I’m with you. 😂

doesn’t even work that way, ma’am.

And everytime I become honest about you you always dismiss it by saying that you didn’t do anything wrong or that you’ve always done good stuff to me when you’ve never shown that you actually cared about me ONE bit.

so how about you show that you ACTUALLY CARE about me then and yet you choose not to and still want me to be associated with you just cause I’m related to you.

cultural differences and different generations, ffs..

I’m talking about my mother

 

[dark_tranquility]

FACE HURTS BRAIN HURTS

 

[shadow]

Can’t wait to write them all down in my kakao choonsik diary 😋

 

[dark_tranquility]

out of touch with reality is the norm