Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (8 Viewers)

[NASA]

Please don't. There are a lot of people who care about you and wish you well. I sometimes imagine how would it be if I disappeared from this world, but I'm too scared to really do so and I don't wanna hurt my family and friends... but I also believe someone gave us our life and we shouldn't be the ones who are ending it. We should cheerish it and try to enjoy while it lasts. If it helps, I'll be always there for you <3 I know I can't do a lot, but I'll try to help the best I can. You shouldn't keep it inside, try to tell at least someone. You will feel better when you talk with somone and ease your soul, "remove a stone from your heart" <3

Don't say you can't do a lot, believe it or not you're like 90% of the reason I haven't done anything drastic these past few months whether it be hurting myself, pushing friends away, disappearing without a word, purposely getting myself banned by going on a shading spree, literally anything destructive. Your spirit and positivity has kept me going by giving me hope of happier times ahead if I just hang on a bit longer. Thank you so much for always being the sweetest on earth >.<

 

[Sory]

Spoiler

I just visited my grandma and she's really sick. She can't walk, she can't eat, she can't sleep. She looks so tired and weak. It's really heart-breaking to watch. She was really happy and cheerful person and illness turned her into lifeless person who already talks about her funeral. Her heart beats so fast and she takes hundred of pills every day. My parents are probably gonna run to hospitals and clinics whole summer to prepare her for surgery and it's most likely we won't spend holidays as planned. I was really looking forward to going at the seaside whole year and now I'm not sure if we will even go which makes me sad, although I want my grandma all the best and that should be number 1 priority at the moment. Is that selfish? Am I even good granddaughter? When I was leaving I hugged her and told her everything is gonna be alright. What if it won't? I'm scared to even think about it... But all I have left is hope.
I'm watching my friends, who didn't even put a little effort during the semester and didn't study at all because they know their parents are gonna pay and secure them jobs, traveling abroad and showing off. And on the other side me... and I really studied a lot whole year because I know my parents are in debts and now our vacation is ruined, my grandma is sick, my parents are tired and worried, I'm scared. Sometimes I ask myself, where's the justice in this world? I know I should still feel thankful and I really am, but I just can't help feeling this way. Psychologists say depression is eclipsed anger, but I'm not angry on anyone specifically. I guess I'm angry on the whole world because of injustice or on myself because I feel useless. I just wanna curl into ball and cry for hours

Spoiler

Don't feel ashamed, we all have those totally selfish thoughts from time to time. It's human. Doesn't mean you are a bad grand-daughter or don't care about your grandma. I also understand your frustrations but you shouldn't focalize on them. Your studies, your grades, you do it all for you first so don't compare your situation to others. Hold on sweetie and I wish you a wonderful summer ❤

 

[Wooyoungie]

Spoiler

Don't feel ashamed, we all have those totally selfish thoughts from time to time. It's human. Doesn't mean you are a bad grand-daughter or don't care about your grandma. I also understand your frustrations but you shouldn't focalize on them. Your studies, your grades, you do it all for you first so don't compare your situation to others. Hold on sweetie and I wish you a wonderful summer ❤

Spoiler

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it ❤

 

[Hajima]

I will Sue my parents for bringing me to life without my consent.

 

[kodoku]

I will Sue my parents for bringing me to life without my consent.

who knows, maybe you will thank them someday :)

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler: talking to myself

So much is going on, so many difficult and stressful changes await me very soon... It's okay... even though it will be hard, I will have to get through it and hopefully all the hardship and struggle will lead me to a better life... I know it can't be avoided or postponed anymore... I'll never be ready and waiting won't make anything better, I'll just have to do it now. I'm hoping for the best and my prayer is that things get better from now on, so that I can become who I really am inside. There are many wishes and dreams hidden in my heart, there's so much I still want to do. Do more, be better, go further... I have to become a better human being who does more for others, this isn't enough, it's not much... I want to become healthier and prettier too... I want to be as good as I can, yeah... I want to start working on myself and my life once again and show myself and others the best version of myself. I want to live properly and fully, with grace and meaning. Dear Moon, my dearest Moon, please shine some light on my dark path and guide my way...

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler

Aw, you go bestie <33 I'm rooting for you c: And I'm so happy and excited that you've been able to figure things out

Spoiler

have I? even if I might be destined to fail, I will try again.. thank you <3

 

[Sory]

I feel so insignificant and small that I sometimes forget my own existence. And then everything around me becomes unreal.

Spoiler: talking to myself

So much is going on, so many difficult and stressful changes await me very soon... It's okay... even though it will be hard, I will have to get through it and hopefully all the hardship and struggle will lead me to a better life... I know it can't be avoided or postponed anymore... I'll never be ready and waiting won't make anything better, I'll just have to do it now. I'm hoping for the best and my prayer is that things get better from now on, so that I can become who I really am inside. There are many wishes and dreams hidden in my heart, there's so much I still want to do. Do more, be better, go further... I have to become a better human being who does more for others, this isn't enough, it's not much... I want to become healthier and prettier too... I want to be as good as I can, yeah... I want to start working on myself and my life once again and show myself and others the best version of myself. I want to live properly and fully, with grace and meaning. Dear Moon, my dearest Moon, please shine some light on my dark path and guide my way...

Trying to be a better version of yourself each day is a wonderful plan. Best wishes

 

[kodoku]

I feel so insignificant and small that I sometimes forget my own existence. And then everything around me becomes unreal.


Trying to be a better version of yourself each day is a wonderful plan. Best wishes

thank you angel <3
do you know what's making you feel this way? in other words, does it come from the people around you or from inside?

 

[Sory]

thank you angel <3
do you know what's making you feel this way? in other words, does it come from the people around you or from inside?

I’m mostly by myself, so I guess it comes from within. The feeling of being unimportant, invisible. It sticks on me, can’t get rid of it.

 

[kodoku]

I’m mostly by myself, so I guess it comes from within. The feeling of being unimportant, invisible. It sticks on me, can’t get rid of it.

any way to fill your life with more things and people you might like? maybe even get a pet if you don't have one... and also, might not mean much but I really think people like you, who are so sweet and kind, are like the greatest treasure there is.. <3

 

[Sory]

any way to fill your life with more things and people you might like? maybe even get a pet if you don't have one... and also, might not mean much but I really think people like you, who are so sweet and kind, are like the greatest treasure there is.. <3

Thank you


Pets I have 23 lol. My heart is too wide i guess. It’s hard to fill it but that was the first way I found that worked a lilttle, building my own pet family. Real family, I can’t say I have anymore, . Getting friends, I can’t. My anxiety blocks me, I’m just not good with human contacts.

 

[kodoku]

Thank you


Pets I have 23 lol. My heart is too wide i guess. It’s hard to fill it but that was the first way I found that worked a lilttle, building my own pet family. Real family, I can’t say I have anymore, . Getting friends, I can’t. My anxiety blocks me, I’m just not good with human contacts.

wow I'm jellyyy! your heart is a good one... and I'm sorry for all this, you can contact me any time or if that's too hard, just let me know and I will do it for you. I wish only the best, I really feel like you're such a gentle soul <3

 

[Sory]

wow I'm jellyyy! your heart is a good one... and I'm sorry for all this, you can contact me any time or if that's too hard, just let me know and I will do it for you. I wish only the best, I really feel like you're such a gentle soul <3

Thank you so much. You know how awkward i am in pm so you might have to do the second option

 

[kodoku]

Thank you so much. You know how awkward i am in pm so you might have to do the second option

so it's okay for me to pm you?

 

[Sory]

so it's okay for me to pm you?

of course ❤

 

[emptycup]

Spoiler

.

 

[Sory]

Spoiler

My anxiety has been through the roof these past few days.
My stomach is covered in bruises and I have sprained fingers and aches and pains everywhere because my sisters jumped me.
I feel so worthless and like nobody's on my side.
I thought the abuse would stop after my mother died but it hasn't.
I just feel like an unwanted presence and everyone seems to get along better without me.
I'm tired, I just want to rest now.

Spoiler

Im lost for words, that’s just terrible. Im so sorry. Do you have a trustworthy person in your entourage or somewhere else you could go? You aren’t worthless, you have every right to be respected, to be happy, to be loved. Please hold on.

 

[Hyunjin]

Spoiler: talking to myself

So much is going on, so many difficult and stressful changes await me very soon... It's okay... even though it will be hard, I will have to get through it and hopefully all the hardship and struggle will lead me to a better life... I know it can't be avoided or postponed anymore... I'll never be ready and waiting won't make anything better, I'll just have to do it now. I'm hoping for the best and my prayer is that things get better from now on, so that I can become who I really am inside. There are many wishes and dreams hidden in my heart, there's so much I still want to do. Do more, be better, go further... I have to become a better human being who does more for others, this isn't enough, it's not much... I want to become healthier and prettier too... I want to be as good as I can, yeah... I want to start working on myself and my life once again and show myself and others the best version of myself. I want to live properly and fully, with grace and meaning. Dear Moon, my dearest Moon, please shine some light on my dark path and guide my way...

Spoiler

wdym? ive seen ur selfie thread I don’t think you can get any prettier :0 Whatever you’re going through you will get through it! Always believe in yourself. I believe in you! You’re already a wonderful and kind person and I know things will get better for you. I’m always here for you

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler

My anxiety has been through the roof these past few days.
My stomach is covered in bruises and I have sprained fingers and aches and pains everywhere because my sisters jumped me.
I feel so worthless and like nobody's on my side.
I thought the abuse would stop after my mother died but it hasn't.
I just feel like an unwanted presence and everyone seems to get along better without me.
I'm tired, I just want to rest now.

Spoiler

that's awful, why even. I'm so sorry, please talk to someone if there is anyone you can trust..... :( you are not worthless just because the people around you fail to see your worth, please rememeber that <3

Spoiler

wdym? ive seen ur selfie thread I don’t think you can get any prettier :0 Whatever you’re going through you will get through it! Always believe in yourself. I believe in you! You’re already a wonderful and kind person and I know things will get better for you. I’m always here for you

Spoiler

thank you so much cutie and same to you <3