Official Post Your Random Thoughts (58 Viewers)

[dark_tranquility]

I feel so 'dumb' everyone is finishing their units in the course, I am doing besides me.
Idk if I have ADHD or what have you. But my lack of drive and lack of understanding on anything, really pisses me off.

I ask questions, but I still don't understand. Maybe I was just that desperate to find work, I picked this course by mistake from a whim.
In any case, I feel inferior to my classmates (I know I am beating myself up) but I just feel so down about getting behind in my class.

 

[gongchan]

It’s been 5 days since I saw my long time ult group, Seventeen, and I think I’m finally kinda starting to take it in, lol.

I finally looked back on all my concert videos... and oh boy. I’m kinda sad that like 15 seconds of my recording of Lilili Yabbay is ruined because of my very loud sobbing, lol. Which I guess shouldn’t be a surprise to anyone though considering that I’ve spent the last like 3 or so years hyping that song up.

Anyways I’m sad now, because nothing in my life is gonna get to ever be as good as that night. Rip.

- a depressed Carat who missed Svt

 

[raymondchouku]

Delusional Fans: If you don't like every song by my Bias groups you are a hater.

Rational Fan: You don't like a comeback? Cool... whatever...

 

[eclipsoul]

i don't know why i'm watching a random stranger play papa's pastaria for 12 minutes but this is so satisfying... i might as well act like it's 2014 or so and play it myself

 

[dark_tranquility]

I believe I say the weirdest things, when I haven't eaten all day.. lol.
Oh well, at least I found it somewhat comical.

 

[Deleted member 74]

Taeyeon's letter at the start of her concert 🥺 🥺 🥺
"I lost a lot of sleep. And all I could breathe out were deep sighs. There wasn’t much else for me to say out loud. My body was tired, my soul was tired. That turned me quiet. And that got me worried. I voice myself by singing…but what if I can’t even do that anymore? What if I can’t pull together the energy to put my songs out there anymore? I am so tired. I am so exhausted. I just want to cry. Yet here I am singing and performing for the fans again. Yes, I don’t have much energy left. But this breathes life back into me. This is how I rise from the bottom again. My beloved staff and fans. My people who are here with me. Your presence here with me tonight means everything to me. Today, all I wanted to do was sing for you and sing for me. Thank you so much for staying through all of that. From Taeyeon."

I worry but I do know she's full of strength. I wish I could meet her and tell her how much she's helped me these past 3 years. I hope she will find true happiness~

 

[eclipsoul]

so i've listened to this song like two times everyday for 6 years and i only now noticed that she's singing "living without" and not "leaving without". if i did the counting correctly it took me around 4383 listens to notice that... i don't like saying that i feel like my whole life has been a lie but this is how i feel rn

 

[dark_tranquility]

Thank the lord for my ipod pink nano still working all these years. Only cripe is I spelled something wrong on it.

 

[uran]

my cat jumped on me, hit me with her paw and left. she is just like my ex girlfriends

 

[dark_tranquility]

I got a link to John Alden (who is portrayed by shane west) on Salem.
Not sure if it's genuine or not, since someone else did a different thing than I did, probably a mistake by them, since you can't have two parents exactly the same, from someone who is entirely different.

 

[dark_tranquility]

If it is genuine then that's the billionth celebrity in your family tree. Hehe.

Yeah I forgot about all the others I am related to.
though those had more prime evidence of their relationships.
This one is sort of left up in the air.

celebrity status certified lol heh
though I will show you one of the daughters that lead up to john alden.
god she is pretty <3

 

[lexus]

I have a cold right now and I'm kind of annoyed because I can't breathe through my left nostril

 

[Deleted member 74]

I don't hate Kpop itself but I hate Kpop...culture? fandom? if that makes sense? It's draining and so much time is spent caring about pointless things
It makes me wonder if people really have nothing better to do? I still love and listen to the music often though, both past and new music
And I listen more to K indie, ballads or other genres of Korean music these days, it seems like I just love the music and that's it nowadays
Music is meant to be enjoyed, or meant to touch you in ways nothing can, I feel

 

[dark_tranquility]

Seto no hanayome set. (Always did find that series endearing and hilarious at the same time).
Through this heat, it's a wonder I can make anything at all stick....

 

[kodoku]

zzZZZzzzz...... oh so sleepyy..

 

[dark_tranquility]

I think I am gonna go bury myself in gaming and music again.
Nothing seems to be going right for me.

 

[dark_tranquility]

*Has you gaming and listening to music next to Kodoku so she wakes up because I'm practical like that*

I can see that happening. Though she might not like my music : /
Unless... >: ) *schemes*

 

[kodoku]

*Has you gaming and listening to music next to Kodoku so she wakes up because I'm practical like that*

I don't need to wake up, I need to sleeeeepppp xD

 

[kodoku]

only music always understands <3

 

[dark_tranquility]

Nothing but air... and no air at that. Suffocating with this heat ugh.