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[Deleted member 74]

I took it out of my bag when no other staff wasn't around because I know how they are about that and gave it to the first kid I saw who looked like they needed it, the one who had sat in the chair beside me and was comfortably reading her book silently, and her reaction made it worth it
I wonder how I ever thought this was just a job I'd do for the money and that I lacked passion or that I'd wasted time going into it, I do love it more than I thought and many times it's actually saved me and the smallest things like that means so much to me, being there even when I didn't feel like it saved me
it's so strange that no decision is really wrong, it just eventually leads you to where you need to be at the right timing

 

[noctis]

Who are you bro 🧍🏽‍♀ i think its the other way around🥱

 

[noctis]

And you're a girl saying that please ✋

 

[noctis]

And you're a girl saying that please ✋

Ill have to BLOCK

 

[Deleted member 74]

monday we're going to go korean barbecue c: and it's my first time trying it I'm excited

 

[Deleted member 74]

there's still more to be here for right

 

[noctis]

"Bye asf" that don't even make sense 🤨

 

[Deleted member 74]

a girl on the train complimented me and I called her pretty, I love nice girls <3 she was a bit older and we just became friends so randomly haha

 

[Deleted member 74]

she pointed out my cute polaroid of me and my sisters on the back of my phone case
and she said I wish I had that kind of relationship with my own
I know that I'm blessed and lucky~ I don't know what I would've done if I didn't have any sisters
for the longest time I stayed for them

 

[Deleted member 74]

but she was stunning, so beautiful
like a painting
:") she seems so sweet too and our conversation there even though we're literally strangers was so good

 

[Deleted member 74]

I feel so relieved
of course I was right about that, you idiot
I've learned a gut feeling is never for no reason

 

[Deleted member 74]

by accident? nothing is by accident even if you think it is, it was not a mistake it was for you to listen, and what did you hear?
you heard it, and you'd been about to walk in saying something but you felt like you should hesitate outside a bit
if you hadn't done that imagine how dumb and stupid
absolutely not x.x not in this lifetime or the next

 

[Deleted member 74]

that's the reason I knew what to say
they'd ask me after and I would shrug, but the reality is I had heard something, knew what they'd want to hear
and the funny part is they'd never know how it felt to even hear that being brought up, all they'd see is just calm me

 

[Deleted member 74]

I read this quote in a book one day and I literally had to put it down and think because it hit me too hard
“These days grief seems like walking on a frozen river; most of the time he feels safe enough, but there is always that danger that he will plunge through. Now he hears the ice creak beneath him, and so intense and panicking is the sensation that he has to stand for a moment, press his hands to his face and catch his breath.”

 

[Deleted member 74]

because the truth is I don't think I could've said it after I heard that, I felt too disgusted
why would I say something so honest like that in a place like there?
that kind of rawness is not for them to see

 

[Deleted member 74]

anyway let's just sleep
better days will come
right?

 

[Harmony_Starz]

Woooh I did it

 

[Harmony_Starz]

Why is it I always get stuck with a bunch of trades ta once

 

[Harmony_Starz]

At my speed, I will never reach 30k

 

[Harmony_Starz]

I rised so fast because of tpotm