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[kodoku]

My days are going by okay, but that's all there is to it... I don't have time to feel anything. It feels so empty and meaningless.. the days when I was sad and crying every night seemed more beautiful..

 

[ripiasuju]

My days are going by okay, but that's all there is to it... I don't have time to feel anything. It feels so empty and meaningless.. the days when I was sad and crying every night seemed more beautiful..

I relate to this. I barely have time to do anything either. I feel as tho time is slipping away more and more. I'm not sure about sad being more beautiful but i do get what you mean. that its better than feeling nothing. I prefer to be full of hatred than bored full of nothing.

others may be proud of me but I'm far from being proud of myself. we both just need motivation I think!

 

[ripiasuju]

I suddenly feel like listening to a bunch of late 2000’s/early 2010’s songs. Such good music came from back then.

yeah definitely!! lots of good songs then. I am always going to that era when I'm tired of korean/japanese lol i mean rather than listening to ariana stealing other girls bf's

 

[lexus]

yeah definitely!! lots of good songs then. I am always going to that era when I'm tired of korean/japanese lol i mean rather than listening to ariana stealing other girls bf's

lol.
Yeah, sometimes I can get tired of listening to kpop so I go back to listening to a bunch of old pop songs. It's good to have a break from kpop once in a while.

 

[Sory]

My days are going by okay, but that's all there is to it... I don't have time to feel anything. It feels so empty and meaningless.. the days when I was sad and crying every night seemed more beautiful..

I know that feeling. I have my panic attacks, and my crying tantrum but then, comes that state where it’s just emptiness. I just don’t feel anything anymore and that lack of emotions is even scarier. It feels like I’m not there anymore, i don’t exist anymore. It feels like I’m already dead. My days are all the same, I don’t know what’s the point of continuing anymore. I’m meaningless. Where’s the end. The only time I feel somehow alive, is when I have someone to chat with, to connect me to life. Without them, I cease to exist. I’m questioning my own existence.

But seeing people,like me, make me keep hope. Thank you. We can be strong together.

 

[ripiasuju]

I know that feeling. I have my panic attacks, and my crying tantrum but then, comes that state where it’s just emptiness. I just don’t feel anything anymore and that lack of emotions is even scarier. It feels like I’m not there anymore, i don’t exist anymore. It feels like I’m already dead. My days are all the same, I don’t know what’s the point of continuing anymore. I’m meaningless. Where’s the end. The only time I feel somehow alive, is when I have someone to chat with, to connect me to life. Without them, I cease to exist. I’m questioning my own existence.

But seeing people,like me, make me keep hope. Thank you. We can be strong together.

I like how that was writen kinda poetic. except the 'someone to chat with' that didnt really mix in but I liked it. maybe like when I have another soul to bond with, or something >.<

 

[kodoku]

I know that feeling. I have my panic attacks, and my crying tantrum but then, comes that state where it’s just emptiness. I just don’t feel anything anymore and that lack of emotions is even scarier. It feels like I’m not there anymore, i don’t exist anymore. It feels like I’m already dead. My days are all the same, I don’t know what’s the point of continuing anymore. I’m meaningless. Where’s the end. The only time I feel somehow alive, is when I have someone to chat with, to connect me to life. Without them, I cease to exist. I’m questioning my own existence.

But seeing people,like me, make me keep hope. Thank you. We can be strong together.

Aw it's okay, angel *hugs* You are anything but meaningless!! I may not know you well, but even like this, I can feel your kindness and that you have a beautiful soul.. And please remember, you have worth all on your own and it doesn't depend on anyone else. Let's live on <3

 

[Sory]

I like how that was writen kinda poetic. except the 'someone to chat with' that didnt really mix in but I liked it. maybe like when I have another soul to bond with, or something >.<

It wasn’t meant to be a poem though. I’m really talking about those who chat with me everyday. I don’t like people irl, cant keep relationship for long because it’s exhausting. Hate maintaining contact over the phone. So yeah. Dicussions using chatrooms or textos are all I got to help me these days.

Aw it's okay, angel *hugs* You are anything but meaningless!! I may not know you well, but even like this, I can feel your kindness and that you have a beautiful soul.. And please remember, you have worth all on your own and it doesn't depend on anyone else. Let's live on <3

Thank you. You always have the right words

 

[ripiasuju]

It wasn’t meant to be a poem though. I’m really talking about those who chat with me everyday. I don’t like people irl, cant keep relationship for long because it’s exhausting. Hate maintaining contact over the phone. So yeah. Dicussions using chatrooms or textos are all I got to help me these days.

You arent doing this on purpose qidowllels

Your words flow well. I like. And i feel you cause i need to chat. Or i may just collapse. And omg yes irl relationships are draining and then you have to go out!! No thanks!! LOL

 

[ripiasuju]

this person has taste!!!! I love My My!!!!!

 

[ripiasuju]

I feel like such a good person when I reply people fast! I used to be so bad.. taking weeks and weeks even months or just never.

But now I will never take a week, wow look at me such a good person, yes I have improved let nobody call me a bad replier ever again!

 

[ripiasuju]

I asked the admin when can I go to bash groups.... and they told me go to another website. savage.

 

[ripiasuju]

knock knock by Twice is actually one of my favorite female songs.. but the thing is at the time on spotify there was the only the japanese version. so thats all I listened I always thought people were crazy bashing kk when its the best song ever like it was literally in my top 5 played for that year!!

but.... I randomly listened to the korean version yesterday and omg it does not sound good at all!!! I see now why people dont like it, the way they sing it in the korean is nowhere near as sharp and melodic as the japanese. please people boycott the korean version japanese version is all we need. They sing way better in japanese it seems.

 

[joshuaology]

Damn, I can't believe I was always so blind to 70s and 80s rock music all these years. There are some absolute masterpieces I've been listening to recently.

 

[Deleted member 74]

It's not that I don't know how it goes, it's that I do but I don't get it and I never did get that concept
It's like, you can't complain when you put yourself in that position and your own response is, why do I have to?
I think it's so weird that they think I think about what it would be like, but I wouldn't be genuinely me if I was like that
I feel like it's always not it, I'm not even sure what I wanted to say so how would they know?
Problem in going out with them? No, I would say that but I think it's more me. Going out with someone like me
No one gets it

 

[Mew]

I don't pick my bias they picK me...
txt yeonjun welcome to the list...
Everglow...Mia & Aisha, y'all better sort it out... There's only room for one....

still waiting for my ATEEZ bias to reveal himself...

 

[Sory]

I miss him so much when he’s not there.

 

[Sory]

Don’t move.Don’t move.Don’t move.Don’t move.Don’t move.Don’t move.Don’t move.

 

[Jimimis]

How can people can just... not ship dotae? IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE

 

[Pigeon]

what is a dotae?...