Random memories of @sooya_ (1 Viewer)

[sooya_]

I will post random memories of mine in here :D
First one:
I remember my mom got me this GORGEOUS as fuck dress as a kid. It was a church dress, red, with jewels on the waist area. But when I tried it on... I hated it so much It was so itchy. I had told my mom it was itchy but she didn't BELIEVE me. so she had my sister try it on, and of course, my sister shrugged.
I'm so upset, it was sooo pretty and I don't remember wearing it later since my memory can only do so much

A very random memory. But whatever. It will help me let things out.

 

[gone4good]

OMG
I'm now sooooooooo convinced it's you!! Ramdom memories don't lie!

 

[sooya_]

OMG
I'm now sooooooooo convinced it's you!! Ramdom memories don't lie!

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How will I convince y'all that ain't me???

 

[sooya_]

Another random memory:
I was drawing, not focusing, and put my hand over the drawings left side of it's face. The drawing was pretty... Until I lifted my hand and did the left side of the face and didn't focus on the porportions... Damn, that drawing was ugly after that

 

[gone4good]

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How will I convince y'all that ain't me???

well, I'm just gonna have to trust the "He/Him" in your profile ig you and @snsd2beg never came across to me as dudes, that's all. But hey, I'll be mindful of profiles going forward lol

 

[sooya_]

well, I'm just gonna have to trust the "He/Him" in your profile ig you and @snsd2beg never came across to me as dudes, that's all. But hey, I'll be mindful of profiles going forward lol

Oh, I... Well... Maybe you SHOULDN'T trust the he/him to be honest... But then again, looks don't have anything to do with gender/pronouns

 

[sooya_]

Okay!!!
Another memory!!!
I was up and my mom sat on my bed and my sister came down from her bunk bed and we started to watch a movie. But little did I know... It was a fucking horror movie. It was about this doll that the MC's little son had dug up a couple yards away from the house she had moved in with her husband and her son. The doll was very creepy and looked like a child who had been forced into a tuxedo.
One night, the son was eating and he placed the creepy-ass doll next to him on a different chair and his mother was like, " Honey, please take, ( dolls name which I forgot ), off the seat, I was about to sit there." Then the kids like, " No." And he's all sass and she's frustrated and goes to the kitchen and her husband follows her and sides with the kid, and just then they here a loud ASF crash and it turns out the doll turned over the table.
Basically the movie was really stupid but scared me so badly. I looked away but I had seen enough and that night I was sweating so badly. This is the start of the days when I started seeing things and covering my mouth with my blanket.
That night I couldn't sleep, I tried to stop breathing because I thought the doll would see me if I breathed and I visualized him there, trying to kiss me. Very stupid, but very scary. I don't know how I slept, all sweaty and trying to stop my breathing and covering my mouth with my pink fuzzy blanket for winter. It was worse that my mother was snoring and my sister was snoring as well. Deep in sleep while I suffered, if they were awake, it would have made me feel less alone.
I do imagine things sometimes at night but I try and shove it away. I wonder why I'm like this. My mother was right, I am just like my " father", he was a crazy psycho

Not a good memory, I just needed 2 let it out, because to the people irl, your hurtful words WILL affect me, online I don't give a fuck about y'all's hurtful words

 

[sooya_]

Yet another memory. This one pisses me off a bit lol.
I was young, hanging out with my sister and our church friend ??? Idk maybe church friend...??? Um, anyways, she told us that we should run up ahead so our moms wouldn't see us, so we could get out of there quicker. I remembered my mom had said she was gonna buy me and my sister a stuffies so I wanted to get closer to the stuffies store. So we ran across the mall, the view of our moms fading. We encountered many old people and babies in strollers and some teen couples. Anyways, we saw our moms not too close but not too far back from us. We giggled and laughed at our moms for being so slow, after all we were just six to seven years of age I doubt eight. But when my mom approached us she was like, " I was gonna get you guys a present. But not anymore. Someone could have kidnapped you."
I was so upset, crying. My mom had lied to me. She said she was gonna give me a stuffies and NO ONE had told me to not run, so why was she getting all upset?! I had every right to be upset, she had lied to me!!!
Hey, listen, I'm no spoiled child, I just hate it when others lie to me. I don't like it when someone tells me not to do something or they wont do something for me... :|
Justice sensitivity is calling out to me.