Re: Hi Everyone ig #LitUpdate7 ig (1 Viewer)

[litc]

So real quick here:

So I was (actually am) not doing well at all

And was really really tired of life

Everything sucks (well not everything but a lot of stuff and health) but I'm me so I'd keep switching to happy and being an optimist

like xiumin said

My mental health was basically dead since before I became inactive as well

BUT I am going to get a medical leave of absence from school - which causes a whole lot of other problems - but if I didn't it would've been so bad for me and I'm doing really badly as well and idk how much "push through" I can do to get through life


and I still don't know what's wrong

but whyyyy I have to redo everything when I come back and the money

thank goodness for me getting "possibly sick" like it rlly sucks and hurts but like I was doing so so badly and I really wished I had a break from life but at least I can sort of get a break from this at least and maybe do better



and here's proof of me always switching to happy in a few minutes when the world is burning

and now I'm hungry and have a meeting in 15 min

about the "not doing well" I would say more in lit updates over time ig

Still love you guys I will see how I can come on here

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[Day]

Am I still supposed to beat you up

 

[Day]

Am I still supposed to beat you up

Or is that tomorrow

 

[litc]

Am I still supposed to beat you up

You were supposed to but now that I don't have to worry about school I had to come

just for the quick update

so ig not anymore bc I am getting the medical leave from school but maybe if I come a lot later beat me up

 

[Day]

You were supposed to but now that I don't have to worry about school I had to come

just for the quick update

so ig not anymore bc I am getting the medical leave from school but maybe if I come a lot later beat me up

Just call me and I'll deliver a good bonk

 

[litc]

Just call me and I'll deliver a good bonk

ily

 

[Magician]

take care lit and don’t overwork yourself
message me if you need someone to talk ❤

 

[Ahsoka]

Wait wdym you have to redo everything? Like everything or this semester? Because everything would seem absurd Having to take a medical leave does suck, I agree. But while it can have downsides it can help as well. It’s different for each person ofc. But if I hadn’t taken a medical leave for mental health stuff things probably would have turned out worse for me.

 

[Exi]

So real quick here:

So I was (actually am) not doing well at all

And was really really tired of life

Everything sucks (well not everything but a lot of stuff and health) but I'm me so I'd keep switching to happy and being an optimist

like xiumin said

My mental health was basically dead since before I became inactive as well

BUT I am going to get a medical leave of absence from school - which causes a whole lot of other problems - but if I didn't it would've been so bad for me and I'm doing really badly as well and idk how much "push through" I can do to get through life


and I still don't know what's wrong

but whyyyy I have to redo everything when I come back and the money

thank goodness for me getting "possibly sick" like it rlly sucks and hurts but like I was doing so so badly and I really wished I had a break from life but at least I can sort of get a break from this at least and maybe do better



and here's proof of me always switching to happy in a few minutes when the world is burning

and now I'm hungry and have a meeting in 15 min

about the "not doing well" I would say more in lit updates over time ig

Still love you guys I will see how I can come on here

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I just reactivated it because I heard you came back.
Gonna deactivate after this but wanted to leave a message for you first because I haven't seen you on Discord in a while:

Litttt
I'm so glad you're taking time for your health.
It was hella concerning and painful watching you in pain and overworking.
Make sure to rest , okay?
And if you need someone to talk to, my Discord DMs are always open.

 

[MK3AM]

LITTT we love u <3
and we r always here 4u if u need anything <33

 

[litc]

Wait wdym you have to redo everything? Like everything or this semester? Because everything would seem absurd Having to take a medical leave does suck, I agree. But while it can have downsides it can help as well. It’s different for each person ofc. But if I hadn’t taken a medical leave for mental health stuff things probably would have turned out worse for me.

All my classes this semester yeah …

I definitely do need a break I know and definitely if I stayed it most likely would have had a terrible outcome, but I can just say already everyday life made me want to (or actually cry) and this outcome also makes me want to cry (and not tears of joy)

but definitely it was/is horrible for me and I need a break I’ll message you later

 

[litc]

All my classes this semester yeah …

I definitely do need a break I know and definitely if I stayed it most likely would have had a terrible outcome, but I can just say already everyday life made me want to (or actually cry) and this outcome also makes me want to cry (and not tears of joy)

but definitely it was/is horrible for me and I need a break I’ll message you later

Oh oops I’ll fix the quotes

 

[litc]

take care lit and don’t overwork yourself
message me if you need someone to talk ❤

I just reactivated it because I heard you came back.
Gonna deactivate after this but wanted to leave a message for you first because I haven't seen you on Discord in a while:

Litttt
I'm so glad you're taking time for your health.
It was hella concerning and painful watching you in pain and overworking.
Make sure to rest , okay?
And if you need someone to talk to, my Discord DMs are always open.

LITTT we love u <3
and we r always here 4u if u need anything <33

Ty guys

for today I will just email my professors talk to my parents and then go to sleep super early

 

[MK3AM]

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Ty guys

for today I will just email my professors talk to my parents and then go to sleep super early

may u get a gn rest!!

 

[Selfmate]

are you doing better than before the "hiatus"
are you getting the treatment and downtime you need to refocus on yourself

and I guess the most important question is are you ok?

 

[litc]

m

may u get a gn rest!!

My parents won’t be back for an hour so I’m back

 

[litc]

are you doing better than before the "hiatus"
are you getting the treatment and downtime you need to refocus on yourself

and I guess the most important question is are you ok?

Physical health - definitely not
Mental health - I think so, but it could be a lot better and the break will prob really help with the stress I have currently. I was happier more often tho and I did enjoy spending more time with irl friends and I’m much better at talking to complete strangers too. It was nice
I’m going to a doctor so I can sign the form but idk what’s wrong and I hope it’s nothing serious bc it’s annoying me

idk I’m always hopeful tho , I hope it’s nothing serious but this causes serious money problems which was a lot of the stress in the first place

 

[Selfmate]

Physical health - definitely not
Mental health - I think so, but it could be a lot better and the break will prob really help with the stress I have currently. I was happier more often tho and I did enjoy spending more time with irl friends and I’m much better at talking to complete strangers too. It was nice
I’m going to a doctor so I can sign the form but idk what’s wrong and I hope it’s nothing serious bc it’s annoying me

idk I’m always hopeful tho , I hope it’s nothing serious but this causes serious money problems which was a lot of the stress in the first place

so some ups and some downs hmmm...
well it seems like you have a good support system in place to help you

and good on you for being optimistic - since it helps with recovery

 

[litc]

so some ups and some downs hmmm...
well it seems like you have a good support system in place to help you

and good on you for being optimistic - since it helps with recovery

Yeah I definitely needed the break but I miss my friends and the money is a problem

and especially something I was making for a class with a friend I really wanted to continue making it and I would’ve done fine in the class but if I leave for health I have to leave all classes

 

[Selfmate]

Yeah I definitely needed the break but I miss my friends and the money is a problem

and especially something I was making for a class with a friend I really wanted to continue making it and I would’ve done fine in the class but if I leave for health I have to leave all classes

money makes the world go round!!!
ever thought about robbing a bank? lol

(DISCLAIMER: neither KPS nor selfmate condones robbery of any kind)

I know down under you can get extensions or suspensions of your classes for health reasons - is that not possible where you are?