what are you running from? (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

what would you say are your demons? things you have trouble accepting, or something you want to escape..?

Spoiler: me

it's many things.. some hurtful words and events that are hard to remember.. scars I've gained throughout my life that continue to damage me (although these days, I look at pain as a lesson rather than a scar or at least I try lol), I also tend to get overwhelmed and kinda paralyzed when I have too many responsibilities and I just wanna hide from it all sometimes..mostly it's just the exhausting reality and meaninglessess that surrounds me.....

 

[potato]

I think I'm running away from my responsibilties. I'm letting myself get distracted and allowing myself to be diverted. I also think I'm running away from my fears instead of accepting them. I always push things to a later time instead of dealing them in the moment.

 

[kodoku]

I think I'm running away from my responsibilties. I'm letting myself get distracted and allowing myself to be diverted. I also think I'm running away from my fears instead of accepting them. I always push things to a later time instead of dealing them in the moment.

no offense, but you remind me of myself a lot sometimes

 

[potato]

no offense, but you remind me of myself a lot sometimes

none taken <3
You remind me of myself too sometimes. I think we have have similar personalities.

 

[kodoku]

none taken <3
You remind me of myself too sometimes. I think we have have similar personalities.

AND we are both potatoes!

 

[Wooyoungie]

Events or some kind of meetings where I could embarrass myself I think I'm just running away from people in general, usually the ones I'm not close to. I'm just scared they won't like me, but that's probably because of my lack of self-esteem
Also, I'm running from responsibilities as well. I procrastinate way too much, but I just can't help it

 

[Darkyoda47]

I'm running from the fact that 10% of what I've planned for my life will happen and the other 90% won't. I make all these plans for my life even though I know life has other plans for me. I guess the thing that scares me the most is the unknown. I constantly try to run away from it by conjuring up a million different best case scenarios for my life.

 

[honeyfornomoney]

Running away from being social, it's killing me lmao