why am I like this *sigh* (1 Viewer)

[kodoku]

I think this is weird because it isn't exactly a rational way to handle things, but for example, some things I do.. the worse I feel, the more I isolate myself even though it only causes me to fall even deeper into despair. And I also only listen to depressing music and don't leave the house if I don't have to when I feel too bad.. it's like I make it all even worse for myself because I'm somehow scared to take care of myself and be strong through it all, I feel like the disappointment and pain will be even more intense if I do, so I guess I just surrender to the darkness..... idk if this is just me.. TT

 

[Lovely_Cornchips]

So just going to say that at this point you should tell someone you know or who cares about you about this. Because then they'll force you to interact and go out and do shit and it'll help the situation a bit. I've had to start doing that with someone because they told me that the more time they spend alone the more sad they get but they don't feel motivated to hang out with others.

So I essentially make it so they gotta hang out with me and it helps them. They may hate me at the start but yeah.

 

[jasque]

No need to feel guilty for that, not all days will be bright

 

[honeyfornomoney]

Yeah, I get you. There was a time I was like this but then one night I decided I was sick of it and decided to go out more and be with friends. That's when things got fine again :*** the key is to not focus only on the bad side of life

 

[yeji]

I get those feelings. I have been feeling similar things lately. what's important is that you start thinking and focusing on the people and things you love.