Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (2 Viewers)

[LeeriaYa]

i think she's gone
i couldnt have woken up earlier for the life of me. my heart is beating so fast. i couldn't talk her out of it? her mind was already set
i love u so much, even tho we fought i always missed u and u gave me another chance and i will forever miss you
i will always think abt u i always cared. even tho i didn't know what to say all the time, i was trying my hardest to comfort u and talk to u. u inspired me to not care what ppl think i will always remember you, i want to be as confident as u were, i want to stand up for myself i want to have a voice. thank you for giving advice even if u were suffering
i love u so much<33

I’m sorry for your loss. I’m glad you’re thinking fondly of them and want to do positive changes as a person in memory of them. It’s good to know they had such a large impact on you.

 

[noctis]

I’m sorry for your loss. I’m glad you’re thinking fondly of them and want to do positive changes as a person in memory of them. It’s good to know they had such a large impact on you.

Yeah
Ty :))

 

[doll]

I'm always doing things on a whim.
Almost died because of my instability.
Okay.

 

[LeeriaYa]

Spoiler

Spitting up blood, my rib cage is more prominent, my mouth tastes like rust, my heart feels like it’s clenching painfully. I’m so honestly tired of it all, but the very few friends I have will continuously try to help me only for me to just stay reserved and assist my injury. I am truly sick of existing, and my passion is dead in everything. I know for a fact bringing up the sexual abuse I received as a child makes me feel like maybe I never got over it. I realized I’m not allowed to get over my trauma. My only source is to help people even though I am literally tired of existing as a human being. But this moment will pass. Everything is so fake. And so is my recovery. It will continue to eat me alive. I’ve already admitted to my therapist I don’t plan to end myself. And I don’t. But I wish I can stop pretending everything will be alright with myself. I’m tired of being congratulated for being independent. I shouldn’t have had to learn to survive, and become a normal adult.

 

[cocomelon]

Spoiler: tw// mention of suicide

i daydreamed about a girl committing suicide today. and me just looking from a distance. i woke up from that nightmare, just for my family to make me want to go back to a sleep, i wouldn't wake up from. i'm just tired of it all. it has been eating me the couple of the past days. my family keeps telling i don't talk to them enough; what's there to talk? literally whats their to talk, i've seen you two constantly shout at each other and fight like crazy people and now all of a sudden you want me, to talk to you? you scarred me, my entire fucking life and now that i'm focusing on myself, you want me a go at me again? its just so suffocating. cause i can't do anything, cause he'll always end up threatening to kick me out of the house. and sometimes, i just wonder if that'd be better.

 

[doll]

Officially Borderline

 

[LeeriaYa]

Spoiler: tw// mention of suicide

i daydreamed about a girl committing suicide today. and me just looking from a distance. i woke up from that nightmare, just for my family to make me want to go back to a sleep, i wouldn't wake up from. i'm just tired of it all. it has been eating me the couple of the past days. my family keeps telling i don't talk to them enough; what's there to talk? literally whats their to talk, i've seen you two constantly shout at each other and fight like crazy people and now all of a sudden you want me, to talk to you? you scarred me, my entire fucking life and now that i'm focusing on myself, you want me a go at me again? its just so suffocating. cause i can't do anything, cause he'll always end up threatening to kick me out of the house. and sometimes, i just wonder if that'd be better.

Spoiler

I’ve gone through the same thing, and still do even as I’m older. Just remember that you staying to yourself is your right, and means you don’t want to be around the negativity and the goading threats of someone who possibly finds themself superior to threaten their own child. It took me awhile to get out, but it can be better and it helps to find work that way you’d be able to be away from it more. Even going on a walk, or working out. If it gets to that point where they don’t listen to you. See if you have a family member to talk to because it’s not really safe for you to grow there and they involve you in charade. Even joining clubs and places to get away more will help. When my mother would get angry and threaten. I’d just go on a walk, and play volleyball down at the park for awhile till I knew it was safer to go back. I hope things go well for you because you deserve it, and your parents stop having a high superiority over threatening to kick you out. The dream is also normal because it’s actually a subconscious. That dream means you feel you’re losing control over important parts towards your future, and have to think of critical situations. Looking more into dreams made me realize it’s our mind telling us what we’re thinking of doing next

 

[Villains]

never being born would be nice

 

[dark_tranquility]

What's going on with me.
I feel good, than worse, then better again.

 

[doll]

finally people start realizing and [word i cant spell] that i am his girlfriend.
but then go and hate on my page
what the fuck did i do?
he looks like he's been crying in his videos because of you cunts bro
people on the internet are fucking funny bro

 

[doll]

finally people start realizing and [word i cant spell] that i am his girlfriend.
but then go and hate on my page
what the fuck did i do?
he looks like he's been crying in his videos because of you cunts bro
people on the internet are fucking funny bro

"oh she's just dating him bc of his looks"
"shes dating him for clout"
ive known him b4 he started his acc and you are?
this is actually making him depressed
he said that on his live
and all you have to say is "hes fine asf"
ok.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Mentally ill I am and schizo getting worse.

 

[Ahsoka]

Spoiler

I wish I could die naturally somehow, I don’t want to give the extra hurt of having it be by suicide, but I might have to resort to that, the feelings are too strong. At the same time I hate myself for even thinking about it when I have people who depend on me to an extent. It’s just all so hard.

 

[LeeriaYa]

Spoiler

I wish I could die naturally somehow, I don’t want to give the extra hurt of having it be by suicide, but I might have to resort to that, the feelings are too strong. At the same time I hate myself for even thinking about it when I have people who depend on me to an extent. It’s just all so hard.

Spoiler

I wish for the same, but you’re an amazing person who has helped a lot; but also should know that there are many times you need to know to help yourself. You may feel guilty for thinking about it, but you should never feel guilty since you’re still here. Life gets hard and it’s so difficult for the people who are naturally good and who just want to be cared for by the world. Never feel terrible for feeling upset and realize people feel guilty because they think they have no right. You have all the right to feel like it’s getting to be too much because at the end of the day. You’re still here. You can feel how you want to feel and you’re strong for still existing in spite of it all. Sometimes writing down how you feel, going on a nature walk, getting a tattoo, painting, or even eating your favorite sweet, or talking to yourself in the mirror can help a lot. You’re a very strong girl ViVi. Please don’t ever feel terrible for sometimes feeling it’s too much. You know you have a partner who cares, and friends. Remember it’s okay to sometimes admit you’re feeling too much and need some time alone. You will come back able to handle more of what life tosses to us. Just remember that breaks are important and help our minds recover. I wish you luck in all you do. You are a good person whether you’re at your strongest moments, or feeling weak. You will always be an important piece to the puzzle of the world.

 

[doll]

Spoiler: tw graphic self harm , suicide

i miss winter when i could let out my stress with blood and blades
carve his or her name into my wrist
cry about it
and then be fine at school
was i really ok then, though?
i gave hints.
no one noticed
would they finally notice my cold bloody body
god
what do i have to do to finally sleep without being scared when i awake
what do i have to do to finally live the normal way
borderline is not a cost i am willing to pay
must i be in debt to god my whole life?
must my life be much longer
thinking and thinking
when will this suffering ever be over

 

[cocomelon]

Spoiler

I’ve gone through the same thing, and still do even as I’m older. Just remember that you staying to yourself is your right, and means you don’t want to be around the negativity and the goading threats of someone who possibly finds themself superior to threaten their own child. It took me awhile to get out, but it can be better and it helps to find work that way you’d be able to be away from it more. Even going on a walk, or working out. If it gets to that point where they don’t listen to you. See if you have a family member to talk to because it’s not really safe for you to grow there and they involve you in charade. Even joining clubs and places to get away more will help. When my mother would get angry and threaten. I’d just go on a walk, and play volleyball down at the park for awhile till I knew it was safer to go back. I hope things go well for you because you deserve it, and your parents stop having a high superiority over threatening to kick you out. The dream is also normal because it’s actually a subconscious. That dream means you feel you’re losing control over important parts towards your future, and have to think of critical situations. Looking more into dreams made me realize it’s our mind telling us what we’re thinking of doing next

i will try that, thank u :>

 

[dark_tranquility]

New thriving options to delay voices..

music and a movie. (hopefully)

 

[Tickita]

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[doll]

Last night was almost death.
Why cannot I control myself?
English is a dead language for me

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel trapped and IDK what to do about it.