Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (131 Viewers)

[doll]

teehee im back and im out

Spoiler: tw self harm

i try not to but i always end up doing it
im clean for like 5/6 days
L taimane
L me
L myself
L silver
L L L L

 

[dark_tranquility]

My mental health ugh yuck

 

[Villains]

you make me want to die and then pretend nothing happened. then you yell at me for being sad and tell me to be grateful i have you

 

[doll]

if she loses the election its going to be brownback all over again.
and if the yes votes overrule the no woman will no longer be free.
this country is disgusting and it makes me want to die

 

[Day]

Recently a former friend of mine was found to have a brain tumor. He got it removed in February, it grew back today to the point where his doctors can no longer operate. He's in his 40s, has three young kids, and a wife.

I used to talk to him about my worldview and opened up to him about how I had plans of suicide and many dark things I usually keep to myself. He told me that that was sad, a long time ago. And now, he is going to die and I am here living every single day while hating my life and being alive. I find it sad, and ironic, that he who has such value of life is now suffering and his entire family is losing him while I have to live and hate every moment of it. I wish I could take away his pain. I wish it were me. It's not fair.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Losing my mind feels awful.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I wish I had someone to turn to when I am at my worst.

 

[doll]

I wish I had someone to turn to when I am at my worst.

im always here

 

[Villains]

I wish I had someone to turn to when I am at my worst.

you can dm me if you’re comfortable. i’m not too active anymore but i’ll do my best to ease your pain

 

[doll]

im tired of fucking with these lame bitches
get off my dick
stop lying about shit you dont need to lie about
if you live in that country you live in that country. so what
if you look like that you just look like that. so what
i loved you, now you fucking playing with me like im a fucking sex toy.
because you enjoy this shit huh?
you think its so fucking funny.

 

[cocomelon]

Spoiler

all i ask for is the same attention and care that i give u. is that really too much to ask for? why is it that when youre even a little worried i get scared and comfort you to my best extent. but when i tell u im not okay all i get is just a reaction?

 

[dark_tranquility]

my head is full of gunk yuck.

 

[Tickita]

Feel it

Get up

Keep going

 

[dark_tranquility]

Kill these thoughts.

 

[Wingfrost]

I want just a bit of relief from everything I’m stressing about right now but don’t want to burden anyone.

Spoiler: Venting

My car’s transmission is going out and I have to somehow save up enough money for a car with a job that I only work for for 6-8 hours a week. While also paying for my animals expenses.
My heart is broken in two because one of my birds died a few days ago, I couldn’t take her to get treatment because I didn’t have the money, and on the same day she died my oldest cat got her test results back that revealed she has cancer. Two cats now with cancer. And with her she may need her eye and eyelid removed or another extensive treatment that will cost lots of money. I don’t know what I’ll do when one of my kitties pass. I’m trying to just keep pushing through each day but I want to just cry myself into a hole.

 

[doll]

He makes me so happy.
Not the empty kind of happy, like im only happy when im with him.
For hours and days after i talk to him, im happy.
Im at peace with myself.
He's so nice

 

[cocomelon]

I want just a bit of relief from everything I’m stressing about right now but don’t want to burden anyone.

Spoiler: Venting

My car’s transmission is going out and I have to somehow save up enough money for a car with a job that I only work for for 6-8 hours a week. While also paying for my animals expenses.
My heart is broken in two because one of my birds died a few days ago, I couldn’t take her to get treatment because I didn’t have the money, and on the same day she died my oldest cat got her test results back that revealed she has cancer. Two cats now with cancer. And with her she may need her eye and eyelid removed or another extensive treatment that will cost lots of money. I don’t know what I’ll do when one of my kitties pass. I’m trying to just keep pushing through each day but I want to just cry myself into a hole.

firstly, im so sorry you had to go through so much loss and pain in such a short time. and secondly, i’d just like to say that sometimes life can get fucking overwhelming. like everythings just going out of control, like you have the worst luck in the whole world, but you know what? thats just a small part of your life that’ll go away as soon as it came without any warning. i know youre heartbroken right now. but you should try asking someone for money for the time being, get help for your cat and then later you can get your car fixed. just don’t lose grip of your life, hold it together. they need you. ❤

 

[Chilly]

Spoiler

i know the reason I’m in such a bad headspace is because of who and where I live, if I move I know I would be in a better place and if I cut people out of my life but I have to depend on them and I don’t have anyone else. I just want to feel happy for once but it’s like I have to feel sad to make sure things go okay. Idk.

 

[cocomelon]

Spoiler

i know the reason I’m in such a bad headspace is because of who and where I live, if I move I know I would be in a better place and if I cut people out of my life but I have to depend on them and I don’t have anyone else. I just want to feel happy for once but it’s like I have to feel sad to make sure things go okay. Idk.

i feel you. is it your family? or someone else?

 

[cocomelon]

my dad is such a waste of space omg