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[princesita]

i think what hurts the most is that i can't hate them for it. it was the right thing to do they were right but i hate that sometimes i remember things abt them, things i'd love to forget. i just don't want to be stuck forever, i want to find new love, new friends, new hobbies, a new life. this is really holding me back

 

[doll]

i wish i knew how to care about people besides him and myself

 

[Tickita]

.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Livin' the dream (almost)

 

[doll]

Spoiler: gvbhnm

goodness gracious , i have to bite my tongue during every sentence just so i dont say something that could incriminate me because people do not understand my condition !! ah ah ah
but who really cares about tu problems , girly .
No one !! even if they did understand , they would be frowned upon .
"why do you not take your medicine!!!" silly dumb annoying people .
if i wanted to get better i would be in recovery for everything thats wrong with me ,
but for now , guys , i will pretend to my parents face that i have recovered on my own .
fuck them , fuck them .
but my mother loves me , how could i say these things about my mother ??
why am i saying such rude things about her , no no , bad daughter . bad bad bad
shut up , why can i not be nice ?
never ever being nice , never ever being kind , not to anyone .
wishing i were a little girl again
no , never again . i hated that period
fuck me
i am such terrible , so bad , such at fault .
am i supposed to sit here and be nice ?
how can i be nice to others if i cannot be nice to myself
if i am not sane myself , why should i appear sane to others ?
i scream at myself through text , i talk to myself in a poor manner .
what they call delusional , is what they use to define me .
but what do i know ?
not knowing nothing , never known anything ?
school teaches me how to add and subtract numbers ,
but they never taught me how to report my father to CPS .

 

[dark_tranquility]

I am deaf to my own cries for help.
I do not need it.

Just need to keep on the grind.

 

[doll]

🧟‍♀️.

 

[princesita]

and fawk u for abandoning me when i needed u most. i really don't like ppl who break promises and i promised myself to keep friendly but it pisses me off

 

[dark_tranquility]

When does it stop.
it never stops
no brakes.

 

[Day]

I've discovered a new way of self-destruction... instead of being awake, just sleep. Does it start with 15 hours and one day I'll reach the point of no return?

 

[dark_tranquility]

I've discovered a new way of self-destruction... instead of being awake, just sleep. Does it start with 15 hours and one day I'll reach the point of no return?

Sleeping too long can be a PROBLEM esp with sleep cycle.

 

[Day]

Sleeping too long can be a PROBLEM esp with sleep cycle.

I'm sleeping the problems away

 

[dark_tranquility]

I'm sleeping the problems away

Better than doing nothing. Good call!

 

[doll]

🧟‍♀️.

 

[dark_tranquility]

treasure everything

 

[athenaaa]

I wish I could temporarily disappear. Long enough for people to miss me but not too long to the point where they think I’m dead. Or maybe its better off if I’m dead. I don’t know. I know I should be happy but I’m not.

 

[dark_tranquility]

eyes are dilated ewww

 

[Tickita]

Just because you think differently doesn't mean you're wrong.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Not a thing wrong
just have to remain strong.

 

[Chaeee]

First he dies now this fucking happens
What a shit weekend