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okay i'm a little dramatic i could just email my teachers and pray they accept my work tomorrow even tho today is the last grading day for the semestermy mom decided to not take me to school this morning because i woke up late and she was so pissed abt it she said she's gonna take all my devices i got ready in like 5 mins idk why she just didn't take me?? all my work is due today, i worked so hard for the past few months to pass but i can't now because my mom just didn't want to take me i can't even turn my work in. like???? i could have gone to school today i was actually looking forward to it so i can turn my things in but NOOO my mom just didn't??? like??????? all my work is going to waste and my life will probably go down the drain my dreams of going to college could be ruined my dreams of succeeding might be ruined. my biggest fear is failing now it might be happening i might jus have to kms atp. Idec i am just accepting my fate. Like i really don't want to but my other option is being broke and a failure and that it NOT worth it tbh
ykw im gonna have so many unexcused absentances i wont be able to graduate anywaymy mom decided to not take me to school this morning because i woke up late and she was so pissed abt it she said she's gonna take all my devices i got ready in like 5 mins idk why she just didn't take me?? all my work is due today, i worked so hard for the past few months to pass but i can't now because my mom just didn't want to take me i can't even turn my work in. like???? i could have gone to school today i was actually looking forward to it so i can turn my things in but NOOO my mom just didn't??? like??????? all my work is going to waste and my life will probably go down the drain my dreams of going to college could be ruined my dreams of succeeding might be ruined. my biggest fear is failing now it might be happening i might jus have to kms atp. Idec i am just accepting my fate. Like i really don't want to but my other option is being broke and a failure and that it NOT worth it tbh
take care. have some water :(yeah i suppressed it
okay fuck i really didn’t wanna cry today yet here we are. my head has been literally blasting since the morning so bad. i dont know why today of all days. maybe it’s just the winter loneliness or smth. but yeah. idk. i’m just really sad and jealous that i have such a shitty life. at this point i just wish i wasn’t born in this god awful family at this god awful timings. like. i dont know ig this is one of those monthly breakdowns i have every month. i hate myself, and me fighting with my best friend doesnt make it better it just makes me even more mad at myself for being mad at him but at the same time im kinda sick of it all
now im crying even more 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂just know that one day, after working for everything that you want, you’ll be able to escape it all. you’re working really hard and studying to make a change in your life and you’ll get there sammy. your family doesn’t treat you the way you deserve. i know that you just want to be happy and that is how you deserve to live.
i hope they’re not sad tears 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂now im crying even more 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂
not at all 🤍❤i hope they’re not sad tears 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂