Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (78 Viewers)

[dark_tranquility]

i'm sorry you feel that way.
is there anything i could personally do ?

It goes away most of the time.
but yeah.

thanks for asking.
I will go to you if something else occurs.

 

[doll]

It goes away most of the time.
but yeah.

thanks for asking.
I will go to you if something else occurs.

for sure.

 

[dark_tranquility]

@_Enid_Sinclair_

Why do you throw away people who get close?
Are you too afraid they will judge you?

Yes.

 

[Violanah]

Go away random panic attack I was having a peaceful evening

 

[dark_tranquility]

@_Enid_Sinclair_ You need to be better mentally to tackle the world.

 

[doll]

i know who i am becoming and i don't care anymore.

 

[doll]

i know i am terrible and he probably meant what he said.
i suck

 

[doll]

Spoiler: read if u want

ISRAEL WHY THE FUCK DO YOU NOT LOVE ME I HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR YOU WHY CAN YOU NOT LOVE ME BOY PLEASE WHY DO YOU NOT CARE ABOUT ME ? WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU THERES NO WAY YOURE BUSY WHAT ARE YOU DOING AM I NO LONGER IMPORTANT WHAT HAVE I DONE WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME IVE TOLD YOU SO MUCH WHAT AM I TO YOU WHO AM I TO YOU WE ARE NOT FRIENDS FRIENDS DONT MAKE EACHOTHER THIS FUCKING CRAZY AND INSANE I AM NOT CRAZY DO NOT CALL ME CRAZY YOU FUCKING BITCH WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU WHY AM I LIKE THIS WHO MADE ME LIKE THIS I DID NOT DESERVE THIS I AM JUST A KID SOMONE SAVE ME WHY WONT ANYONE SAVE ME PLEASE KILL ME ISRAEL YOU KNOW IM DYING KILL ME ALREADY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I WANT YOU ALL OVER ME I WANT YOU AND ONLY YOU PLEASE KILL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU TALK TO ME PLEASE ISRAEL TALK TO ME BABY YOU LOVE ME DONT YOU ??? SAY YOU LOVE ME WHAT HAVE I DONE OH NO WHAT HGAVE I DONE WHAT HAVE I DONE WHAT HAVE I DONE SOMEONE WHAT HAVE I DONE WHAT DO I DO KILL ME NOW I DONT DESERVE YOU I DONT DESERVE TO LIVE DO YOU EVEN LIKE TALKING TO ME "??? I'M GOING TO SHOOT YOU IM GOING TO KILL YOU KILL MYSELF IM DEAD IM DYING IM GOING TO EAT YOUR FUCKING FLESH YOU FUCKING CUNT LOVE ME WHY DID YOU NOT SAY IT BACK WHAT HAVE I DONE TO YOU PLEASE SAY YOU LOVE ME WHY DO YOU NOT LOVE ME KILL ME SHOOT ME PLEASE IM GOING TO DIE KILL ME BABY PLEASE KILL ME IM BETTER THAN YOUR OTHER GIRLS IM GREAT IM PERFECT FOR YOU WHY DO YOU NOT LOVE ME

 

[dark_tranquility]

@_Enid_Sinclair_

Why do I even bother socialisng..
I cannot make heads of it.

 

[doll]

@_Enid_Sinclair_

Why do I even bother socialisng..
I cannot make heads of it.

why do you tag yourself

 

[dark_tranquility]

why do you tag yourself

@tayo said I should do it.

 

[doll]

@tayo said I should do it.

if it helps u then go for it igs

 

[dark_tranquility]

if it helps u then go for it igs

It does because I do not talk to many people here.

 

[dark_tranquility]

@_Enid_Sinclair_

I get so down and miserable
but I pretend to be ok, so no one gets worried.

 

[doll]

he makes me feel like a deftones song, specifically, be quiet and drive.

 

[athenaaa]

Being pretty is literally the only thing I have going for me

 

[doll]

he makes me feel like a deftones song, specifically, be quiet and drive.

i feel sick when i look at him, wanting to vomit and scratch off my skin.
i am repulsed at my own image knowing he's seen my whole body,
but proud at the same time.
i am in love with him and i always will be.
why was i not good enough for him?
"everyone else over you i guess".

 

[dark_tranquility]

@_Enid_Sinclair_

I was born this way gaga

 

[doll]

Spoiler: tw sh

i saw the cuts on his wrist and all i can think of was how it was worse than mine, worse than what i've done recently.
what i am, who i should be, what i should do to my body, how terrible it should be.
but there's something deeper, something is really wrong with me
i feel some sort of satisfaction looking at his self mutilation, something cultivating.
why am i like this ?

 

[dark_tranquility]

So delusional and trippy
I should be given reason of insanity.

in my mindddd