Sensitive Can anyone give me their input on this situation? (1 Viewer)

[Jewel]

So, I have a big problem with raising my voice and not knowing how loud I am. I've always had volume control problems growing up. I'd get in so much trouble for it and get my ass beat. But I've even done this to my best friend. And unlike my family who knows a bit about it he doesn't understand it. He often thinks I'm being mean or yelling at him because of this. I'm also quite dramatic and people often say I'm being mean, but I just talk with a little sass. It's not meaning harm it's just a part of who I am.

I'm thinking of trying to find a way to control these things. Like programs or exercises. Because I CANNOT lose this man. I REFUSE TO.​

 

[Day]

I'm sorry you're in that situation Jewel. Even if you explained it, they still just don't get it?

 

[Jewel]

I'm sorry you're in that situation Jewel. Even if you explained it, they still just don't get it?

I mean like maybe he knows I don't mean it but I'm sure it still hurts him. I think the main problem is that I need to change how I speak. Because I've had this problem my whole life. I don't want him specially to think I'm mad or being mean to him.