Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (19 Viewers)

[dark_tranquility]

So annoying when life haunts you.

 

[athenaaa]

I’ve come to the conclusion that I won’t amount to anything

 

[dark_tranquility]

Treat me like this and I will suffer for it.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I get hate and I do not deserve any of it.
It's sad how some people are judgy and nasty.

I just go back into my 'safe' place and pretend it isn't happening.

 

[doll]

im just a kid i dont deserve to be treated this way

 

[doll]

Spoiler

Why do parents hurt their children.

Children say, 'You don't understand.' Parents say, 'Of course I understand.' But if they did, then why do they fail to empathise with even the most basic of their child's problems?

Society says, 'Don't be too hard, your parents did the best they could.' But did they really? Did they consider as many possible nuances of the situation as possible before acting? Did they consult with a professional? Or did they stubbornly try one thing only until they broke something precious in their child?

The people who succeed are the ones who are empowered by their parents, or else are strong enough to succeed in spite of their parents. But some people never fix what's broken. And some people shouldn't have children.

I relate to and agree with this 100%

 

[doll]

I've been hanging onto life by a thread for the past 3 years, and you have the audacity to say im a bad kid? (Tw suicide - i tried to kill myself because of what YOU put me through, my own mother. it's not worth it, trying to please you is not worth it
You are just a downright terrible human being and i gave you all my kindness and love, just for you to treat me like this
Im over it
Ever since the day you kicked me out for being a CHILD for having FUN, I've been done.
You complain about how I act too grown but the moment I'm not you say I'm being immature and annoying
i always used to say to myself, "oh she didn't mean it she's sorry" but now? I think you get off on this, there's something so fucked up inside you that you would rather hurt your child than try to help then heal, and you literally know what happened to me when I was younger, but you just don't care huh? Or you don't want to remember because you know you were doing drugs rather than taking care of your fucking kids man
What the hell even is a parent anymore 😆
a parent is a person is a mother is a daughter whatever

 

[dark_tranquility]

Riding into the sun set sick as a dog.

 

[dark_tranquility]

Garbage people being ignorant.

sick of this bs.

educate not discriminate.

 

[owo]

ok just a rant but any other fatherless mfrs can relate
has your mom ever been like "i had to play the role of mother and father to you"
when in reality she played NEITHER

happy fathers day

 

[ning]

I am the definition of a mood ruiner

 

[dark_tranquility]

Mental health is ok today..

 

[doll]

every day and every moment I talk to you, I pray I don't lose you. I pray I can control myself and hide who I truly am because i know im a bad person but I want to be my best for you. I'm trying so hard

 

[Tickita]

You bounce back quickly now, and I love that for you babe

 

[doll]

i dont know how to deal with myself and my own emotions

 

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[doll]

Spoiler: Tw idk trauma ?

everything i do, everything i remember, everyone i talk to, it all goes back to her. I always find a connection with her and someone or something, she ruined me but won't acknowledge it. Ive tried to forget about her and all the things she's done, i avoided talking about her as much as I could and I avoided thinking about her. but ivan made me think about her, and i know he didn't mean it he just wanted to know why we didn't talk anymore but it makes me feel like i should have never even mentioned her to him in the first place. and i told him everything about her, and i could tell her felt bad he just didn't know how to say it. yea we changed the topic but at the time all i could think about was her. why would she do that to me? she told me she cared about me in the morning then manipulated me at night. no one will really understand how i feel about her. i joke about it all the time but it's honestly not funny. she is a terrible horrible disgusting excuse of a human but i would never tell her that because i care about her. i care to much to upset her because i know how she feels, I care to much to tell her anything because I know she's been through worse. But it's still not fair TO ME. i have to live with all the memories she gave me and she's living happily, because she's forgotten about me. She doesn't care, she never did. What's the point?

 

[doll]

trying to make myself feel better and feel okay but I'm always there
I can always feel the emotions I felt in those moments, when she cussed at me, degraded me, dehumanized me, and when she made me laugh.
I can always feel her presence, i always know.
I will never forget what you did to me.
You can leave me and ghost me all you want but you can't escape it with your heroine and new country living. I know you didn't forget, I can't let you

 

[Abeamus]

Spoiler: Tw idk trauma ?

everything i do, everything i remember, everyone i talk to, it all goes back to her. I always find a connection with her and someone or something, she ruined me but won't acknowledge it. Ive tried to forget about her and all the things she's done, i avoided talking about her as much as I could and I avoided thinking about her. but ivan made me think about her, and i know he didn't mean it he just wanted to know why we didn't talk anymore but it makes me feel like i should have never even mentioned her to him in the first place. and i told him everything about her, and i could tell her felt bad he just didn't know how to say it. yea we changed the topic but at the time all i could think about was her. why would she do that to me? she told me she cared about me in the morning then manipulated me at night. no one will really understand how i feel about her. i joke about it all the time but it's honestly not funny. she is a terrible horrible disgusting excuse of a human but i would never tell her that because i care about her. i care to much to upset her because i know how she feels, I care to much to tell her anything because I know she's been through worse. But it's still not fair TO ME. i have to live with all the memories she gave me and she's living happily, because she's forgotten about me. She doesn't care, she never did. What's the point?

Spoiler

Someone being nice to you then manipulating you is actually a common cycle of abuse and a way to trap the intended victim with highs and lows and while there might be trauma behind being that way however it's not justifiable by any means and looking for reason in it isn't a good thing to do because generally there isn't one.

You should focus on trying to cut her out of your life and moving on to people who actually do care about you and building yourself back up because you weren't the problem she was and still is and that won't change so you trying to keep her in your life will only harm you.