I feel numb (1 Viewer)

[gongchan]

so here I am reaching out to anyone here who can listen. I've tried talking about how I feel many times before and yet it all seems hopeless. I can't shake these feelings no matter what I do. People here have given me hope but it all seems temporary. I feel selfish. I feel like I am in a never ending state of hopelessness. Why me? I still haven't felt like myself in so long. I used to be happy. I used to want to live. I used to be able to just feel decent feelings. I feel like finally getting this whole world over with. But that would be selfish of me. My best friend didn't get a choice in living or dying so why should I, right? But still, what is the point in anything? It all leads to nothing in the end anyways. Isn't it so easy to just stop breathing. I mean it feels like I'm choking anyways so honestly who the fuck cares. This whole life is only temporary, I could easily just end it sooner than later. Its tempting now. So easy it would be

 

[kuro]

izz, you need to stop right now
dm me right now

don't you dare do anything
don't you DARE do anything

we can talk, it'll be ok <3
don't do anything harmful

 

[Mayday]

izz, you need to stop right now
dm me right now

don't you dare do anything
don't you DARE do anything

we can talk, it'll be ok <3
don't do anything harmful

 

[gongchan]

I love you all.

 

[kuro]

I love you all.

we love you too <3

 

[wayvoutsold]

Talk to me. Please. You need the most help possible and @kuroyuri and I are here for you.

 

[gongchan]

Talk to me. Please. You need the most help possible and @kuroyuri and I

Talk to me. Please. You need the most help possible and @kuroyuri and I are here for you.

I don’t know what to talk about anymore. Nothing helps anymore :/

 

[wayvoutsold]

I don’t know what to talk about anymore. Nothing helps anymore :/

Well, what can I do?

 

[gongchan]

Well, what can I do?

I don’t know,,,I don’t know what to do.

 

[kuro]

I don’t know,,,I don’t know what to do.

we're here for you if you need anything

 

[lexus]

If you ever need to talk my dm's are always open. 💙

 

[Wingfrost]

We are always willing to listen if you need anything, I know that may not always seem like enough but none of us want you to harm yourself in anyway. Like others have said on the thread already, you can DM me anytime and I'm willing to talk, listen, anything that I can try and help you with. All of us here care for you.

 

[JoanaIsHere]

Hey, I'm always open to talk
Dm whenever you need to

 

[jasque]

I hope you find what needs to change to make you feel better