Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (9 Viewers)

[Yoohyeon]

I don't have any mental health issues but I understand that just like any problems or illnesses, etc that it's important for this subject to be discussed.
I also don't understand it, but I think it's also why we all need to be educated on it and how to look out for it when someone has it.

Although I say I don't have it, on the 23rd August, I will be going to a facility where they diagnose if you are autistic or not as I may have mild autism, would that be in the category of mental health, or in a different category?

 

[kodoku]

I don't have any mental health issues but I understand that just like any problems or illnesses, etc that it's important for this subject to be discussed.
I also don't understand it, but I think it's also why we all need to be educated on it and how to look out for it when someone has it.

Although I say I don't have it, on the 23rd August, I will be going to a facility where they diagnose if you are autistic or not as I may have mild autism, would that be in the category of mental health, or in a different category?

You can definitely talk about it here, everyone is welcome to express themselves in this thread <3

 

[kodoku]

Spoiler: meh

even if I haven't been alone in ages and I'm smiling more often recently, I'm still not happy at all, I'm just too busy to properly feel it.. I swear I just keep getting worse in every way...not taking care of myself whatsover, in any way, and not getting anywhere at all. It seems like I will never change, never accomplish anything after all. What a waste, such a shame, but in the end it's because I couldn't get strong and do anything :/

 

[potato]

Spoiler: meh

even if I haven't been alone in ages and I'm smiling more often recently, I'm still not happy at all, I'm just too busy to properly feel it.. I swear I just keep getting worse in every way...not taking care of myself whatsover, in any way, and not getting anywhere at all. It seems like I will never change, never accomplish anything after all. What a waste, such a shame, but in the end it's because I couldn't get strong and do anything :/

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It's okay if you haven't accomplished anything koku. It's okay if you don't feel strong. It might seem like trying isn't getting you anywhere but believing in yourself means that half the work is already done. If you keep trying, I'm sure that you will see the results from your hard work. So don't stop trying. I belive in you <3

 

[raymondchouku]

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I feel... tired. Physically... Mentally... Emotionally.... So today I got up at 6 A.M. it was a day where I could do whatever I wanted. I got a call from a family member who wanted to go out to make up for missing my birthday. I got ready. We went to the book store. I spent around 45 minutes there picking what I wanted. Only to have the cashier inform me that my money wasn't real... She didn't say that verbatim, but she said that they couldn't accept it. Mind you, all my money comes from a bank, thus it is real. Next, I went to the bank, which I put some into my checking. Then I went to get something to eat... only my car was malfunctioning by that time. Got it fixed. My sister needs a battery for her car, so we had to get her that. Then I was like... Now I can get something to eat... There is a fast-food joint right by my house. Because my car continued to overheat I didn't end up going there... Thus, my day that started at 6 A.M. has been completely unproductive. I could go to sleep now since I usually stay up around 12-16 hours, but I have to do something today to make it be productive. I don't know how I feel. I haven't had a day like this in a very long time. It sucks and all I want to do is Vodka shots...😩

 

[kodoku]

i dont like saying things like this about idols, and i know its wrong to say
but part of me would feel so much better about myself if we ever found out for sure that ten was gay (and i mean everyone speculates that he is and almost assumes it now which i think is a little unfair too)...idk it sounds so wrong but idk

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oh, hmm how so?

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I feel... tired. Physically... Mentally... Emotionally.... So today I got up at 6 A.M. it was a day where I could do whatever I wanted. I got a call from a family member who wanted to go out to make up for missing my birthday. I got ready. We went to the book store. I spent around 45 minutes there picking what I wanted. Only to have the cashier inform me that my money wasn't real... She didn't say that verbatim, but she said that they couldn't accept it. Mind you, all my money comes from a bank, thus it is real. Next, I went to the bank, which I put some into my checking. Then I went to get something to eat... only my car was malfunctioning by that time. Got it fixed. My sister needs a battery for her car, so we had to get her that. Then I was like... Now I can get something to eat... There is a fast-food joint right by my house. Because my car continued to overheat I didn't end up going there... Thus, my day that started at 6 A.M. has been completely unproductive. I could go to sleep now since I usually stay up around 12-16 hours, but I have to do something today to make it be productive. I don't know how I feel. I haven't had a day like this in a very long time. It sucks and all I want to do is Vodka shots...😩

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I'm sorry, sounds like a tough one.. I hope you have a better day soon oh and happy b-day~~ <3

 

[raymondchouku]

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I'm sorry, sounds like a tough one.. I hope you have a better day soon oh and happy b-day~~ <3

Well technically my birthday was two days ago, but thanks. lol. My day has gotten better since I posted. Perhaps I was being melodramatic. Everytime I hear that word I think of Love Scenario. lmao

 

[kodoku]

Well technically my birthday was two days ago, but thanks. lol. My day has gotten better since I posted. Perhaps I was being melodramatic. Everytime I hear that word I think of Love Scenario. lmao

I realized it wasn't on this day hehe but I still wanted to say it :P and that's good to hear :D haha a good song ~

 

[DrowningFishy]

Well technically my birthday was two days ago, but thanks. lol. My day has gotten better since I posted. Perhaps I was being melodramatic. Everytime I hear that word I think of Love Scenario. lmao

I don't think you were being melodtramatic, stuff happens and when it falls on your birthday it can effect people more. Man my 21st nothing went well and it was a typical bad day but didn't stop me from having a melt down cause birthday yo.

Glad it's gotten better

Spoiler: I know it's belated but

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[lexus]

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Recently I've been worrying a bit more. I've been worrying about what career I actually, whether or not I can actually get a job after I graduate college next summer, and more. I considered becoming a mental health counselor on and off for a while, but I feel like I'm also just settling for this career instead of going after what I wanted a long time ago. Being a counselor just makes me worry that I'll fail someone or that the advice I give them won't be enough. I know I'm not trained to be one, but it still worries me. For a long time I wanted to have a job in something that pertained to media, editing, etc. But I feel like I just settled for something else. I want to help young children with their mental health, but at the same time I want something else. I don't even know what I want anymore. It's just frustrating and I just want to finish school and be done with it.

My other issue is that I had blood work done yesterday because my mom had told my doctor that I've been napping too much lately. I end up sleeping for 3 hours or so and I don't even know why. They drew some blood to make sure that I was getting enough vitamins and to see if I am possibly anemic. My doctor also asked about my depression and I told her that I felt okay, but I also didn't have much interest in other things and that I can get bored pretty easily. Now it has me thinking a lot. I have hardly any interests, I barely do anything productive during the day, everything sounds boring to me, I'm sleeping a lot more often than I used to, I don't have friends, and I feel lonely and empty a lot. I'm trying to take up volunteering to meet someone my own age, but I haven't heard anything from the place I'm trying to volunteer at. And even with volunteering I feel like I won't make any friends or enjoy volunteering altogether.
Anyways, I just don't have any interests and I feel like I've gotten lazier. I don't even know what to do about it because sometimes certain activities feel like a chore.

 

[kodoku]

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How so? because of his confidence, it would make me feel better to have a celebrity as confident as he is, who is gay
ten's just got such a bright energy and to have that despite anything is just really cool

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oh I see, I think that's understandable :)

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Recently I've been worrying a bit more. I've been worrying about what career I actually, whether or not I can actually get a job after I graduate college next summer, and more. I considered becoming a mental health counselor on and off for a while, but I feel like I'm also just settling for this career instead of going after what I wanted a long time ago. Being a counselor just makes me worry that I'll fail someone or that the advice I give them won't be enough. I know I'm not trained to be one, but it still worries me. For a long time I wanted to have a job in something that pertained to media, editing, etc. But I feel like I just settled for something else. I want to help young children with their mental health, but at the same time I want something else. I don't even know what I want anymore. It's just frustrating and I just want to finish school and be done with it.

My other issue is that I had blood work done yesterday because my mom had told my doctor that I've been napping too much lately. I end up sleeping for 3 hours or so and I don't even know why. They drew some blood to make sure that I was getting enough vitamins and to see if I am possibly anemic. My doctor also asked about my depression and I told her that I felt okay, but I also didn't have much interest in other things and that I can get bored pretty easily. Now it has me thinking a lot. I have hardly any interests, I barely do anything productive during the day, everything sounds boring to me, I'm sleeping a lot more often than I used to, I don't have friends, and I feel lonely and empty a lot. I'm trying to take up volunteering to meet someone my own age, but I haven't heard anything from the place I'm trying to volunteer at. And even with volunteering I feel like I won't make any friends or enjoy volunteering altogether.
Anyways, I just don't have any interests and I feel like I've gotten lazier. I don't even know what to do about it because sometimes certain activities feel like a chore.

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aw lex, sounds like you actually have a lot you wanna do even if you get bored easily these days.. And that's amazing, especially the helping thing :) give yourself some time and try clearing your head for now by maybe making a list.. I believe you will find the answer <3

 

[lexus]

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oh I see, I think that's understandable :)

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aw lex, sounds like you actually have a lot you wanna do even if you get bored easily these days.. And that's amazing, especially the helping thing :) give yourself some time and try clearing your head for now by maybe making a list.. I believe you will find the answer <3

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Thank you! It's still just really hard to figure everything out though. :/
It's just that when I try to do something new, I lose interest almost instantly. And I know that having a lack of interest in almost everything is sign of depression so, it worries me a bit. I guess I'll just have to wait and see if I can find the answer.

 

[kodoku]

nvm

 

[gongchan]

I don't have any mental health issues but I understand that just like any problems or illnesses, etc that it's important for this subject to be discussed.
I also don't understand it, but I think it's also why we all need to be educated on it and how to look out for it when someone has it.

Although I say I don't have it, on the 23rd August, I will be going to a facility where they diagnose if you are autistic or not as I may have mild autism, would that be in the category of mental health, or in a different category?

I know I’m late, but if you’d like to talk about how the diagnosis (or anything) goes you can reach out to me. I’m not a professional but I have experience with and might have some things I could tell you that might help you if you do end up being diagnosed with autism.
Oh and instead of saying milder autism, it would be said like higher functioning on the spectrum ^^ I just wanted to point that out in case you didn’t know :)
Sending my best wishes your way! Hope it all goes well :)

 

[gongchan]

It’s been a rough day and I’ve got a lot on my chest... I feel like that mental health discord server would come in handy right about now :/ I talked with staff and they said it was a good idea. I think someone should just make it and we can go from there though.

 

[multifanboy]

dear, mental health thread people,

fuck it here we go. i haven't felt this sad in awhile. i can't think about anything too long or i just get sad. i fucked up and thought too much and here we are. i know i'm going to regret posting this and feel guilty about posting it.
i wish i wasn't so fucking insecure about being masculine because the whole concept of "masculinity" is fucking bullshit but here we are feeling not masculine for the stupidest things: i like cursive, i phrase things in a feminine way (?), i'm emotional, i'm sensitive, i'm really really anxious, i cry, i have an eating disorder, i have depression, and i can't "man up" fucking ever. doesn't help that my dad just cements this more in my mind whenever i'm axious or can't do something. how will you ever get a job if you can't ____? i don't fucking know! and if i think about it for too long i won't get out of bed for a few days, so fuck that.
i don't think i'll ever be able to live up to my own ridiculous standards for myself. no matter what i do i feel guilty, i second guess everything i do. did i do that because i need a break or because i'm a crybaby little bitch? did that come off as creepy? and so on and so forth.
my social anxiety has gotten so out of hand that i don't leave to go hang out with freinds even though i'm painfuly lonely and i love people. i haven't in years and the last time someone came over was ealier this summer and i was so anxious. the only thing i'm good at doing is chilling in the presence of others. i just want someone to come over and cuddle and we can either go on our phones, watch something together or just sleep. that would be perfect. normal people find that extremely boring.
the only person i wan't anxious around was my ex best friend but she said some really hurtful things to me and we haven't talked since. i don't plan on ever talking to her again. i scream cried on my kitchen floor, knife in hand, i will never forget that. how badly i wanted to end it all right there but i wasn't going to let that bitch be the reason i go.
i hope that this school year is different because every other year has fucking sucked so bad. hopefully i can have enough motivation to get the work donr that i need to do. i can't keep fucking up every year and expect to have a good year. i'm so tired of screwing myself over by not doing my work.
the only reason i'm not starving right now is i made myself a horrible promise that i would not starve until september. i look at the full boxes of 0 calorie soda just waiting for the day untill i can go again. at least then i felt like i was doing something productive. since i can't fucking do my work. september 1st it's back on. just 2 more weeks. i crave the feeling of pure caffine and the emptiness, fuck.
my parents contantly like to remind me that i should stay in this state but i know people here and i just want to start over fresh and new. i don't want anyone to know about my past or who i was. the feeling is so freeing. i would do anything to be reborn like it should have been then i wouldn't have had to do what i had to do that day. i miss him so much, my first taste of something real. he liked me for actually me. the way i miss him even though we knew eachother for TWO DAYS. two days and i got so attached to this boy who just thought i was a little fling a baby step into gay romance. it wouldn't have worked anyways once he firgured it out.
honestly why anyone i know talks to me is a mystery. im: a mess, a ball of anxiety, fat, boring, and, a professional ghoster. sorry this is so long and pretty much a rant, i can't access my vent instagram at the moment so this is really all i got.

later alligators, aaron

 

[potato]

dear, mental health thread people,
fuck it here we go. i haven't felt this sad in awhile. i can't think about anything too long or i just get sad. i fucked up and thought too much and here we are. i know i'm going to regret posting this and feel guilty about posting it.
i wish i wasn't so fucking insecure about being masculine because the whole concept of "masculinity" is fucking bullshit but here we are feeling not masculine for the stupidest things: i like cursive, i phrase things in a feminine way (?), i'm emotional, i'm sensitive, i'm really really anxious, i cry, i have an eating disorder, i have depression, and i can't "man up" fucking ever. doesn't help that my dad just cements this more in my mind whenever i'm axious or can't do something. how will you ever get a job if you can't ____? i don't fucking know! and if i think about it for too long i won't get out of bed for a few days, so fuck that.
i don't think i'll ever be able to live up to my own ridiculous standards for myself. no matter what i do i feel guilty, i second guess everything i do. did i do that because i need a break or because i'm a crybaby little bitch? did that come off as creepy? and so on and so forth.
my social anxiety has gotten so out of hand that i don't leave to go hang out with freinds even though i'm painfuly lonely and i love people. i haven't in years and the last time someone came over was ealier this summer and i was so anxious. the only thing i'm good at doing is chilling in the presence of others. i just want someone to come over and cuddle and we can either go on our phones, watch something together or just sleep. that would be perfect. normal people find that extremely boring.
the only person i wan't anxious around was my ex best friend but she said some really hurtful things to me and we haven't talked since. i don't plan on ever talking to her again. i scream cried on my kitchen floor, knife in hand, i will never forget that. how badly i wanted to end it all right there but i wasn't going to let that bitch be the reason i go.
i hope that this school year is different because every other year has fucking sucked so bad. hopefully i can have enough motivation to get the work donr that i need to do. i can't keep fucking up every year and expect to have a good year. i'm so tired of screwing myself over by not doing my work.
the only reason i'm not starving right now is i made myself a horrible promise that i would not starve until september. i look at the full boxes of 0 calorie soda just waiting for the day untill i can go again. at least then i felt like i was doing something productive. since i can't fucking do my work. september 1st it's back on. just 2 more weeks. i crave the feeling of pure caffine and the emptiness, fuck.
my parents contantly like to remind me that i should stay in this state but i know people here and i just want to start over fresh and new. i don't want anyone to know about my past or who i was. the feeling is so freeing. i would do anything to be reborn like it should have been then i wouldn't have had to do what i had to do that day. i miss him so much, my first taste of something real. he liked me for actually me. the way i miss him even though we knew eachother for TWO DAYS. two days and i got so attached to this boy who just thought i was a little fling a baby step into gay romance. it wouldn't have worked anyways once he firgured it out.
honestly why anyone i know talks to me is a mystery. im: a mess, a ball of anxiety, fat, boring, and, a professional ghoster. sorry this is so long and pretty much a rant, i can't access my vent instagram at the moment so this is really all i got.
later alligators, aaron

I feel like that a lot too... Sometimes, I want to start anew where no one knows who I am. I wouldn't have to live by stereotypes and other people's expectations of me. Maybe, when you're older, you will be able to leave and find happiness somewhere else.
Also, I'm glad you didn't decide to hurt yourself. Please be careful and make sure you don't let your feelings take over you too much. You don't need to live by other people's standards. Make your own standards and don't let what other people say get to you too much. It's okay to cry. Crying doesn't make you any less of a man. Don't put yourself down too much. You can get through this <3

 

[potato]

It’s been a rough day and I’ve got a lot on my chest... I feel like that mental health discord server would come in handy right about now :/ I talked with staff and they said it was a good idea. I think someone should just make it and we can go from there though.

I'll do my best to make one as soon as possible <3
Would you mind giving me your discord so I can add you as admin?
@kodoku and @Joy could you give me yours as well?

 

[gongchan]

I'll do my best to make one as soon as possible <3
Would you mind giving me your discord so I can add you as admin?
@kodoku and @Joy could you give me yours as well?

My username is Seunguwu#9968

 

[potato]

My username is Seunguwu#9968

I sent you a friend request and we can discuss further things there :)