so xmas and new year's eve were/will not be nice for me, then my bday will come pretty soon too and idk...... I will try to make it something nice and I hope it will be a nice time and everything... but to turn 27 with things being like this? I am not too happy with some stuff. I will try to change it again ofc, make myself and my life better...but it would be nice if some good things that I wish for happened.... I could really use some positive events, it would give me energy for sure..... I will try while hoping for the best, that this time will be new and fresh and different.....I should see which way things will go pretty soon I guess