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Aw hun I relate sigh. Life sucks and it's all so unfair... We all have beauty in us.. But even if you wanna love yourself, it's like this shallow world won't let you :// i hope we find a way tho..stay strong and for what it's worth, you're lovely to me..
Meh, it will be alright :P your words are always so sweet uwu good luck to you as well ♡
 
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So, a few days ago I had a photoshoot with my class for our graduation. And guess what? I look horrible in all of them. Then I googled it and... apparently what I see in the mirror isn't accurate. The photos are. I had finally started to love myself and actually LOVED what I look like. Just to find out it was never real. All my hard-work and confidence got destroyed within seconds. And I'm mad at all the people who ever called me pretty. I know that they can't tell me the truth, because I'm sensitive, but... they could have saved me a lot if they didn't lie either. Now I just have to accept the fact that I'm not nearly as beautiful as I thought I was. Been crying for an hour now. It will be tough, but I will get used to it. There are pros to being unattractive too. At least I'm not seen as a piece of meat and superficial people stay away from me. People would care about my personality more and that's all that matters. But even with those good points I still feel horrible. Starting from zero again to self-love... lmao this is actually kinda funny. It will be fine one day
That's untrue. Actually it's not confirmed that the camera is more accurate. It also depends on the quality and type of the mirror or camera and how photogenic you are. I can actually link you many resources that say that the mirror is more accurate.
And the reason you don't like your camera looks is because you're used to seeing yourself in the mirror as a flipped picture but camera doesn't flip the picture and your vision of yourself is shattered.
 
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That's untrue. Actually it's not confirmed that the camera is more accurate. It also depends on the quality and type of the mirror or camera and how photogenic you are. I can actually link you many resources that say that the mirror is more accurate.
And the reason you don't like your camera looks is because you're used to seeing yourself in the mirror as a flipped picture but camera doesn't flip the picture and your vision of yourself is shattered.
yeah, I dug into it more and came to the same conclusion lol I was being emo for nothing (as always) x)
PS: You all are cute uwu
 

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I feel like I am in a neverending loop of the same depression bouts and just self hatred.
Get depressed, get mad, all that.

I am kind of over it, but my mood always dips no matter what I do. : /
Why can't I ever feel just happy for myself....
 
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I feel like I am in a neverending loop of the same depression bouts and just self hatred.
Get depressed, get mad, all that.

I am kind of over it, but my mood always dips no matter what I do. : /
Why can't I ever feel just happy for myself....
You're not alone my friend, it's hard never seeing an end to all this bad stuff.... I pray you feel some relief soon..
 

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You're not alone my friend, it's hard never seeing an end to all this bad stuff.... I pray you feel some relief soon..
I just feel like I take two steps backward, whenever I get better.
And I feel alone a lot of the time, so that makes me think a lot.
I think choosing to rent by myself, brought some of this to bare fruit honestly.
 
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I just feel like I take two steps backward, whenever I get better.
And I feel alone a lot of the time, so that makes me think a lot.
I think choosing to rent by myself, brought some of this to bare fruit honestly.
I relate...... the only choice is to move forward and keep trying, I hope for the best, please keep holding on......
 

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I relate...... the only choice is to move forward and keep trying, I hope for the best, please keep holding on......
Yes you're right. I don't want to back to my darker years....
Those are long behind me and I don't need it in my life anymore.
 

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This song is basically my entire life....

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I feel like the valium I take helps me out in a pinch.
But at the same time, makes me fall behind on anything, that requires attention to detail.

oh meds why u do dis...
 
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I guess I use my mental illness as a way for people to feel guilty. I want to stop doing that

I still think I shouldn't have been kicked out for my mental illness
 
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I guess I use my mental illness as a way for people to feel guilty. I want to stop doing that

I still think I shouldn't have been kicked out for my mental illness
I find recognizing your own flaws/mistakes admirable.. and though idk what exactly you mean, no one should be mistreated over having a mental issue, so I'm very sorry you had to deal with that. Sadly, the world and so many people are still very ignorant about this..
 
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I find recognizing your own flaws/mistakes admirable.. and though idk what exactly you mean, no one should be mistreated over having a mental issue, so I'm very sorry you had to deal with that. Sadly, the world and so many people are still very ignorant about this..
Thank you but...it’s only because someone hounded me about my mental illness that I’m realizing it. I don’t understand why people use anger to guilt people about their illness.
 

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I keep hearing 'nonsense' as I call it, in my mind and it's driving me insane.
No wonder I couldn't sleep at all last night.

Constant voices and visions hounding me sigh. Just leave me be for once....
 
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Thank you but...it’s only because someone hounded me about my mental illness that I’m realizing it. I don’t understand why people use anger to guilt people about their illness.
it's simply low of them to do such a thing. I hope you remember you didn't ask for this and that you can't help it..

I keep hearing 'nonsense' as I call it, in my mind and it's driving me insane.
No wonder I couldn't sleep at all last night.

Constant voices and visions hounding me sigh. Just leave me be for once....
I'm very sorry you always have so much to deal with :(( these issues are too serious for me to say much.. I can only wish and pray for a better reality for you soon, please stay strong ..
 

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I'm very sorry you always have so much to deal with :(( these issues are too serious for me to say much.. I can only wish and pray for a better reality for you soon, please stay strong ..
It's ok dear. You are still the good doctor I believe in <3
It just gets worse sometimes and other times not as much.
I just have to keep hard yakka at it all day, like us aussies do is all <3
 

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