I can talk for my husbando
@Baechu , who has been graphics staff on this forum for abt 1.5 years.
He was pretty new on the forum when he joined staff, so he was really glad to meet people right away.
Graphics was always something that interested him and he had the opportunity to prove himself, which started his burning passion for graphics.
He found a lot of friends through staff, was gaining more and more experience with graphics and was just overall happy with everything for a long long time.
As time goes on and his existence on the forums starts to be non existent since he starts to lose interest in a lot of kpop groups and a lot of his friends start to go inactive around that time. But he kept on going with graphics as staff to keep supporting the forum and the people who made the forum. He didn't want to disappoint all those people.
More time goes on and he is at the point, where he has to make life changing decisions. His motivation is completely gone and he can't afford graphics to consume for of his time. He really thought he wouldn't be one of those staff ppl who just leave after a short time, but he had to move on.
Staff puts a lot of work on you, and you will have benefits but also a lot of disadvantages.
But was he a good staff? He doesn't know to be honest. Based on the feedback he got for all the graphics he has done, probably yes.
And no I'm not his alt!!

Ily
@Baechu