I wonder how, when I was a huge Kpop fan before I used to only watch them for the sake of performances, but now I can hardly bring myself to both watch them or care who wins what. Even if I hear about it and disagree about who the awards have gone to, all I can think to myself is well, it is what it is, I'm sure that group/soloist worked hard for it too, and it made them happy. They're just awards at the end of the day, and definitely not worth becoming toxic over.