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I hate feeling this way. It's like the only way or nothing.
 
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it's such a fine line that I exude the quiet confidence and fierce self-protectiveness that makes me a wall to others, yet I actually highly dislike myself. not stuck up at all. you'll realize I'm not actually half as hostile as I might be initially at all if you get to know me. it's just a front.
 
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I hate having these running thoughts
I wish I could just turn them off.
 
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sometimes it really feels like thats the only option

its the only way out

like ive actually failed and not because im not good but because i just cant apply myself, my mental barriers can not be broken through no matter how hard i try

ive already hit my end

you see how im always crying about the same thing in here i have my highs thinking i can do anything but then remember i dont have the mental capabilities to do absolute shit so fuck ive hit my peak which was absolutely nothing and its over for me
 
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sometimes it really feels like thats the only option

its the only way out

like ive actually failed and not because im not good but because i just cant apply myself, my mental barriers can not be broken through no matter how hard i try

ive already hit my end

you see how im always crying about the same thing in here i have my highs thinking i can do anything but then remember i dont have the mental capabilities to do absolute shit so fuck ive hit my peak which was absolutely nothing and its over for me
I'm sorry that you feel that way. I also often feel the same so I wish I could be of better help to you. I know it's not much to say this but I'm hoping for the best for you, I'm cheering you on! :pepeheart:
 
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Maybe if I work myself to death then someone will acknowledge me
I hope you don't mind me replying to this but I'm sorry that you feel that way. I wish I could give you some advice or help you better, but I struggle with a similar situation as well. Please know that there are people that care about you and I'm cheering you on!
 

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I hope you don't mind me replying to this but I'm sorry that you feel that way. I wish I could give you some advice or help you better, but I struggle with a similar situation as well. Please know that there are people that care about you and I'm cheering you on!
I really appreciate the thread you made today. I read it when I was so frustrated at my job that I was on the verge of tears but reading your kind words dissolved my anger in the blink of an eye. It's hard to be such an invisible person sometimes and it feels like everything I do is meaningless. Your kindness reminded me that there are still people who look beyond the surface level. Thank you for that, Naevis. I appreciate it so much. I also hope you can find the relief you seek.
 
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I hope you don't mind me replying to this but I'm sorry that you feel that way. I wish I could give you some advice or help you better, but I struggle with a similar situation as well. Please know that there are people that care about you and I'm cheering you on!
My DM's are always open if you need to talk. I'm not the best at giving advice but I'm always willing to listen and comfort the best I can.
 
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I really appreciate the thread you made today. I read it when I was so frustrated at my job that I was on the verge of tears but reading your kind words dissolved my anger in the blink of an eye. It's hard to be such an invisible person sometimes and it feels like everything I do is meaningless. Your kindness reminded me that there are still people who look beyond the surface level. Thank you for that, Naevis. I appreciate it so much. I also hope you can find the relief you seek.
Wow, I'm actually quite speechless that I was able to help someone. I normally become a train wreck and bring everyone down with me so I'm shocked that I was able to mean something to someone. I'm very grateful that I decided to make that today and publish it at the perfect time. I understand that feeling all too well, I'm a big perfectionist so I try to get 100% in everything. No matter how hard I try though, people either don't notice my efforts or they notice too much and decide to make fun of me as usual and make me want to unsubscribe. Hearing you say this almost made me cry though because I am truly grateful that I did something good today.
 
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