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I feel like I am deaf but just my mind feeding me shit constantly.
 
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i hv to talk w my therapist ab my ana today,,, and i saw a nutritionist yesterday & now my parents r mad at me for not eating enough dinner (i feel like the stereotypical anorexic lmao) & i wanna kms but my albums arent here yet sooo :/
plus when i try to exercise purge i just feel worse. and when i want to watch anything kpop related all i can do is look at their waists and thighs and either think they're fat or idolize them as skinny queens and i feel like shit for it.
recently i've been watching nmixx's love me like this on repeat just staring at their skinny waists and like,,, so cringy kmss
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I am just dragging the ball and chain everywhere.
 

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I remember year 10 me thought I wouldn't graduate high school and complete hsc exams, hell in april I though i'd kill myself before I graduate, but I have something to keep me going: My Minhee fanfiction.
 
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I remember year 10 me thought I wouldn't graduate high school and complete hsc exams, hell in april I though i'd kill myself before I graduate, but I have something to keep me going: My Minhee fanfiction.
I just want to say that I’m so proud of you for keep on going and surviving through all of these tough times. Trust me, high school sucks especially when it comes to doing VCE/HSC during our senior years. But what matters now is now that you’ve graduated and have passed your whole time of doing HSC and the final year exams. <3
I’m also glad that your Minhee fanfiction helps you keep on going with your life, and seems like that it is your greatest coping mechanism. <3 hopefully you’ll do well at uni, and I’ll be cheering you on! :)
 
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I just want to say that I’m so proud of you for keep on going and surviving through all of these tough times. Trust me, high school sucks especially when it comes to doing VCE/HSC during our senior years. But what matters now is now that you’ve graduated and have passed your whole time of doing HSC and the final year exams. <3
I’m also glad that your Minhee fanfiction helps you keep on going with your life, and seems like that it is your greatest coping mechanism. <3 hopefully you’ll do well at uni, and I’ll be cheering you on! :)
God thank you. I'm so amazed that I didn't kill myself during the past few years. Year 11 was good year 11 doesn't count.
And I'm half joking when I said my fanfiction but I'm not even thinking of killing myself before completing it I'm so fucking close. I just like writing in general, I'm hoping to pick up a course in creative writing when I enter uni. Thank you so much king!!!! I love you mwah!!! I'm supporting you in your future endeavours too mwah!!! <3
 
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God thank you. I'm so amazed that I didn't kill myself during the past few years. Year 11 was good year 11 doesn't count.
And I'm half joking when I said my fanfiction but I'm not even thinking of killing myself before completing it I'm so fucking close. I just like writing in general, I'm hoping to pick up a course in creative writing when I enter uni. Thank you so much king!!!! I love you mwah!!! I'm supporting you in your future endeavours too mwah!!! <3
Ahhh I see, well creative writing seems like the course for you to do then as you seem to have a passion in writing :)
I’m glad to hear that you don’t plan on killing yourself, as that isn’t the good/best route for that and I hope you don’t do it 🥺
Ofc, no worries!!! And I love you too, I’m here for you as always!!! <333
 
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Ahhh I see, well creative writing seems like the course for you to do then as you seem to have a passion in writing :)
I’m glad to hear that you don’t plan on killing yourself, as that isn’t the good/best route for that and I hope you don’t do it 🥺
Ofc, no worries!!! And I love you too, I’m here for you as always!!! <333
Oh girl don't worry I'm not depressed rn, I've been reflecting a lot though and it's weird to look at myself from year 10. Such a fucked up kid. I blamed Cravity for breaking me up with my online best friend at the time (i'm not making this up lol I really did but it's a long story).
I would LOVE to write for a job but I know that's like so unlikely so instead I'm gonna do something linguistics if I get into sydney uni, if I don't then I'm gonna do media studies. But both unis I may go to do creative writing courses so like I'd just do it as a hobby, I don't plan on monetising my writing in the near future haha
 
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I keep engaging in mindless escapism like my online life and other forms of entertainment so I don't have to think about how I feel. that's just how I feel, and I never talk about how I feel. I just keep it moving instead. I know that not everyone will really understand me. I just need time alone.
 
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Oh girl don't worry I'm not depressed rn, I've been reflecting a lot though and it's weird to look at myself from year 10. Such a fucked up kid. I blamed Cravity for breaking me up with my online best friend at the time (i'm not making this up lol I really did but it's a long story).
I would LOVE to write for a job but I know that's like so unlikely so instead I'm gonna do something linguistics if I get into sydney uni, if I don't then I'm gonna do media studies. But both unis I may go to do creative writing courses so like I'd just do it as a hobby, I don't plan on monetising my writing in the near future haha
that’s sad to hear about your online best friend situation. If you don’t feel comfortable talking about it, that’s totally ok, you don’t have to!^^
ahhh yes I see, I see - those seem like very interesting courses! I hope you’ll enjoy doing those courses when that time comes :)
 
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that’s sad to hear about your online best friend situation. If you don’t feel comfortable talking about it, that’s totally ok, you don’t have to!^^
ahhh yes I see, I see - those seem like very interesting courses! I hope you’ll enjoy doing those courses when that time comes :)
I'm probs gonna make a post for my first anniversary as a luvity so i'll maybe bring it up :))
THAMK YOU MWAH!!!!!!!!!!!! <<3
 
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