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[athenaaa]

So much for going to bed at a decent hour. Thoughts running wild again

 

[Tickita]

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[doll]

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[doll]

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[Tickita]

You are not responsible for one's perception of you.

 

[doll]

this is what i get

 

[Tickita]

It's not my problem it's not my problem it's not my problem

 

[athenaaa]

You are not responsible for one's perception of you.

I really needed to hear this, thank you

 

[honeyfornomoney]

Spoiler

Can't believe I let someone treat me that way. Blaming your shit behaviour on your exes and after that on me. I was always at fault, I was "rude" just because I finally stood up for myself... But when you were being rude, cold and cancelling plans it was always someone else's fault, never yours. Feeling like walking on eggshells whenever I talked to you, you always left me so confused and I mistook the crumbs you gave me for something more. Manipulated me all the time to stay so that you could just dump me and leave me miserable. I did my best all the damn time and went out of my way so much for you. But yes, I'm at fault. I saw red flags from the first days and still decided to try and stay till the end no matter how much you showed me you don't actually want me, even though you said otherwise. Even after you left I still felt like it was all my fault for a while. You said "let's just stay friends" and then texted me on Valentines day just to "check on me". Sure pal. Got admit I still miss your fake sweet personality you used to keep me on the hook. Can't even block you yet and text you back when you ask me about my day. And yet I'm doing 100 times better now that you are mostly gone. I don't miss the manipulation, the games, the guilt-trip and the blame. Fuck you.

 

[Tickita]

I really needed to hear this, thank you

No problem -- I needed to as well

 

[athenaaa]

No problem -- I needed to as well

Whatever's going on, you're worth so much more than someone's perception of you. You know your true nature and intents and that's what matters. You are a good person and a strong person, keep your head up lovie, you got this

 

[Hoemantic]

Spoiler

GOD I HATE YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE ANNOYING EVERYTIME YOU TALK I JUST GET ANNOYED BY YOU I CANT WAIT TO NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN

 

[doll]

ruby and beth
me and you
beth and ruby
you and me
no difference
woah. no lies told!

 

[doll]

ruby and beth
me and you
beth and ruby
you and me
no difference
woah. no lies told!

but I'm not Beth or ruby in this situation.
You'll find me when the seasons over
Or will you?

 

[Tickita]

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[Dreamer_13]

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I'd never thought that you would hurt me like this. I thought you were different from everyone else. Thought you actually liked me for me. You proved me wrong in so many ways. You're just like EVERYONE else. You were using me, you never really loved me like you told me you did!! You're nothing but a big liar!! I loved you! I gave you everything! I felt things I'd never felt before! You took it all and threw it in the trash! I was nothing to you, but you were everything to me! I was a toy to you when you were a fragile person to me. You toyed with me, while I was careful with what I said, how I looked at you, even how I acted around you. I changed myself for you!!! I can't believe that I let you have power over those types of things! I thought that you were good for me, but no you put me back so far that I don't feel like going back to where I was. You ruined that for me! Now, you make me never want to love ANYONE ever again. This is your fault that I'm like this.

 

[athenaaa]

Why do I keep pushing everyone away? Yeah he hurt me but that was two years ago, shouldn’t I finally be okay to let people in? I know I’m broken. Maybe thats why, I’m scared to rely on someone to “fix me”. The reality is, I just wanna be loved for who I am. And that’s what you do. You’re amazing and you still stay no matter how I try to push you away or the insecurities I have

 

[athenaaa]

Winter, you’re never going to be loved. You’re stupid and should just leave before you hurt anyone else. You aren’t deserving of anything or anyone. You’re a waste of space. You doner deserve anything. They’re better off without you. Leave before they hate you too. Its better this way. Don’t think about it, you’re doing them a favour. Just stop trying to make people like you cause it won’t work. You’re worthless and weak. They just feel sorry for you. Stop it, stop it, you’re an awful person. Nobody will miss you if you left, they’re probably gonna cheer. You literally suck, you have no reason to be here. Just stop now before you get further. They all deserve better than you. You’ll always be a failure

 

[Tickita]

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[lexus]

I just have a feeling that my anxiety and depression are gonna worse all over again. And today just feels like a day crying session day..