Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (4 Viewers)

[doll]

Waiting for the world to collapse around me.
I don't know what anyone would want from me but alright.
Damned if I do anything at this point.
Trying to keep my peace.
Waiting for everything to start falling down.
Please.
Why do I feel like this.
Micheal I'll see you,
Just as soon as I die.

 

[dark_tranquility]

What a ghoulish way to see things.
I am not the only one.

It's an uphill battle just to be well.

 

[doll]

Waiting for the world to collapse around me.
I don't know what anyone would want from me but alright.
Damned if I do anything at this point.
Trying to keep my peace.
Waiting for everything to start falling down.
Please.
Why do I feel like this.
Micheal I'll see you,
Just as soon as I die.

...

In the name of the Father, The Son, And the Holy Ghost,
Amen.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel so alone.
just waiting for the crows to peck out my eyes
and tarnish my skin to bone.

 

[doll]

dont want to leave ethan
whta have i done
dont wanna leave him
cant
have to tho

 

[dark_tranquility]

mental health seems less intoxicating w friemds

 

[Deleted member 74]

Spoiler

tomorrow I'm going to see a doctor about my physical and mental health and I'm honestly worried about what I might hear because deep down I know I've been pushing things away. sometimes I feel like running away from everything and not accepting anything I receive because I believe that I'm the worst person. I've spent more than half my life wondering why I'm never good enough and I feel so undeserving, but then again those kinds of thoughts require as much of a management routine as exercise regimes to me. it's tiring to convince myself everyday of the reasons why my past never said anything about me, nothing I was told about myself, and even what my own mind has led me to believe over the years isn't true. none of it meant that I'm a bad person, all along it was just that I'm a product of my circumstances. no one said the path to healing would be easy. 5 years ago I could've never imagined I'd change this much and finally want to get better, to be able to say things like this and believe them. I remember how hopeless I used to feel back then, and I don't want to return to that. It took every part of me to get here, and I don't want to give it up.

 

[dark_tranquility]

my brain seems afraid to change

 

[Tickita]

Spoiler

tomorrow I'm going to see a doctor about my physical and mental health and I'm honestly worried about what I might hear because deep down I know I've been pushing things away. sometimes I feel like running away from everything and not accepting anything I receive because I believe that I'm the worst person. I've spent more than half my life wondering why I'm never good enough and I feel so undeserving, but then again those kinds of thoughts require as much of a management routine as exercise regimes to me. it's tiring to convince myself everyday of the reasons why my past never said anything about me, nothing I was told about myself, and even what my own mind has led me to believe over the years isn't true. none of it meant that I'm a bad person, all along it was just that I'm a product of my circumstances. no one said the path to healing would be easy. 5 years ago I could've never imagined I'd change this much and finally want to get better, to be able to say things like this and believe them. I remember how hopeless I used to feel back then, and I don't want to return to that. It took every part of me to get here, and I don't want to give it up.

Spoiler

Good luck. I hope the appt is very helpful and steers you in the right direction. May you have a beautiful healing process.

 

[doll]

Drug relapse is calling me
but im already shaking
this feels so bad-[\
just one more time b4 i go
one more time\
whatver

 

[dark_tranquility]

Keeping me away from the nightmares
it's so hard when they are SO persistent.

 

[doll]

"i understand your BPD"
If you understood you wouldnt be treating me like this

 

[dark_tranquility]

Let the anger flow
and then it will behave
stop poking the bees nest

 

[cocomelon]

Spoiler

tomorrow I'm going to see a doctor about my physical and mental health and I'm honestly worried about what I might hear because deep down I know I've been pushing things away. sometimes I feel like running away from everything and not accepting anything I receive because I believe that I'm the worst person. I've spent more than half my life wondering why I'm never good enough and I feel so undeserving, but then again those kinds of thoughts require as much of a management routine as exercise regimes to me. it's tiring to convince myself everyday of the reasons why my past never said anything about me, nothing I was told about myself, and even what my own mind has led me to believe over the years isn't true. none of it meant that I'm a bad person, all along it was just that I'm a product of my circumstances. no one said the path to healing would be easy. 5 years ago I could've never imagined I'd change this much and finally want to get better, to be able to say things like this and believe them. I remember how hopeless I used to feel back then, and I don't want to return to that. It took every part of me to get here, and I don't want to give it up.

good luck i hope it goes well for you and just remember that i really like you as a person and you deserve a lot in my eyes.

 

[dark_tranquility]

I feel like the last of a breed of psychotics.
do not feel under their control
but let you do the reigns.

 

[RockyGoose]

I wonder if I might be stressed.
But then I guess I'll just try to avoid stuff that might make me stressed out.

 

[Tickita]

It's your life.

No one else's.

 

[Deleted member 74]

Spoiler

Good luck. I hope the appt is very helpful and steers you in the right direction. May you have a beautiful healing process.

thank you~

 

[Deleted member 74]

good luck i hope it goes well for you and just remember that i really like you as a person and you deserve a lot in my eyes.

thank you same goes fellow ts stan

 

[dark_tranquility]

Love is so far away
and I can't grasp it
unless I love myself first.