Official ✯ ✵ Mental Health Support✯ ✵ (14 Viewers)

[dark_tranquility]

I think my mental health is getting better

 

[owo]

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its over for me and if it'd not be for next month id seriously consider it at this point im over and i want to be gone
a breathing disappointment and annoyance i dont know why im still even bothering anymore
just silence me for good

 

[owo]

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its over for me and if it'd not be for next month id seriously consider it at this point im over and i want to be gone
a breathing disappointment and annoyance i dont know why im still even bothering anymore
just silence me for good

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there is nothing going for me and im so far beyond repair at this point its all just over
there's no saving me from it
its just "when will it happen" at this point

 

[owo]

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hell with it

 

[dark_tranquility]

Get it together,

 

[princesita]

He makes me feel ugly and I need to forget about him and move on as soon as possible because he really does distract me from the more important things in my life.

 

[doll]

He makes me feel ugly and I need to forget about him and move on as soon as possible because he really does distract me from the more important things in my life.

hes shit
let him go, or stomp on him
closure comes in different shapes and sizes

 

[doll]

😹👎🏽.

 

[dark_tranquility]

i feel better than I usually am.

 

[uran]

Another day another crying fit because im ugly

 

[dark_tranquility]

Another day another crying fit because im ugly

don't say that. you are beautiful inside and outside.

 

[Tickita]

Glad that shit doesn't make me anxious anymore

Fuck yeah

 

[dark_tranquility]

The secret is there are no secrets,

 

[doll]

potential life-ending episodes
man i need to get back on my meds

 

[dark_tranquility]

I wither away until nothing remains.

 

[Tickita]

 

[dark_tranquility]

time to reset my brain

 

[owo]

im so hated

 

[dark_tranquility]

Cannot function without energy drink.

 

[velvet]

Though I'm 16, I'm in my final year of high school and midyearlys are coming up. I think this is the first time I've felt the pressure of actual exams. All my school marks from the school year (October to August) are worth 50% then my final exams (the HSC, next October) are also 50%, and I'm just worried that I'm not going to do well these midyearlys because all these marks go into my my fucking final grades. Economics especially, I have so much shit to revise that I have a feeling I'm gonna blank out during the exams. Like last time in English I started crying during the last minute because I realised that i wasn't going to be able to finish my short answers. We get ranked after every assement for every subject, it's mandatory, and for university admissions I need an atar (if I'm attending when I'm under 21), and the atar is a fucking country rank. Like it's a score out of 100 seeing if you are the 'perfect' student, so 99.5 atar would mean you are 99.5% the perfect student. To get into uni of syndey is 80, to get into macquiaire and western sydney is 75. I am so fucking worried that I'm going to do my best but other people are going to beat me because of it. It doesn't help that I feel like I'm not already doing my best; My peers are all academically focused and go to tutoring. Whilst I'm here watching my K-pop men trying to do work. This is too much. All of this is too much. I love the subjects I'm doing, I'm all interested in them, which is great because I have 5 areas of study. So why does it feel like I'm not doing enough when I'm getting fine B's????? I just want to not do this anymore. I hate this. I hate all of this. Why does these next few months weigh so much in terms of my future? I just want to be a teenager.